elliot

i cant believe im writing a fucking fanfic with banner, cover, the jazz lol

lamunin na sana ako ng lupa :-)

i guess the problem is,
          
          i'll never be good enough for me.

i got high scores on my exams but i don't think they justify the effort i'd exerted on studying. i could've done so much better. i could've gotten perfect scores.
          
          just wtf is wrong with me

despite re-enrolling my one fucking failed subject, it felt like i'm actually having a two-month vacation

22 May 2017

i can picture myself in a hospital bed, dying of cancer at the age of 20, with a shit-eating grin on my face. idk.

what a depressing day/week/month/year lmao

im out

heard my super talking about my dad's having another family lmao