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Should I just make a new story or should I not? Hurmmm .. let time decide and we’ll see 
           #mewastingtime

It's been a year and a half I didn't login into my account. It's because I have some personal issues I've been going through. I don't want to continue my stories further anymore, it's not that I didn't like to write. I just really hope I can improve my writings even more and make such a great stories like the other writers. Thank you so much to those who read my stories. Love ya'll

The next morning, I wake up and went to the kitchen making some breakfast.
          
          I went to the mall after my work hours has finished.
          
          “Hi, welcome. How can I help you with, miss?”
          
          “Do you have any cologne that smell like flowers?”
          
          “Yeah, sure. What type of flowers?”
          
          “Roses.”
          
          The promoter helped me with the perfumes. Hoseok loves it that way. 
          
          Hoseok. How could he do this to me? He promise me he wanted to marry me not that fucker.
          
          She’s not pretty and rich. How can he marries her? What a bitch. If he was married to me, he’ll be better than this.
          
          As I was walking, I heard someone was screaming on the phone.
          
          "You can't do this to me!! You know how much I love you, how much I sacrifice for you!? I won't let you marry Hoseok!!"
          
          Hoseok? Is it .. probably the same guy?
          
          “Bellaa!! I—“
          
          “I’m gonna kill him!!! That Dj guy is fucking dead!!!”
          
          I went to him and ask,
          
          “Excuse me?”
          
          “What? What the fuck you want!?”
          
          “Hey, I ask you properly. You don’t have to be rude!”
          
          He keep on stares on me and it giving me goosebumps.
          
          “Who is that?” I ask him.
          
          “You really like to take care people’s business huh?”
          
          “No, I heard you says Hoseok’s name. Nevermind, maybe it’s a different guy though. Because the guy name Hoseok called me yesterday and tell he was getting married this weekend. Probably not the same person.” 
          
          I shrugged and walked away.
          
          “Wait! And you are?”
          
          “Sohee. Jang Sohee.”
          
          “I’m not asking for your name. I mean who are you to Hoseok?”
          
          “I ask you first, Mr.. whoever you are.”
          
          “Woo Shik. Okay fine. I was talking to Bella, my ex fiancee. We’re broke up a few years ago because of something happened. She’s getting married to Hoseok this weekend.”
          
          “So, it’s really the same Hoseok we’re talking here, huh?”
          
          “Your turn.”
          
          “Hoseok is my ex boyfriend in high school. We break up because I left him for another guy.”
          
          “That was stupid. Now you coming back to him? No wonder he doesn’t give a shit.”
          
          To be continue ..

Bonus Scene
          
          Sohee P.O.V
          
          I was walking to my car park. Suddenly, Hoseok’s name appear on my phone.
          
          “Hey, Hoseok. I’m glad you call, it’s been a while I didn’t see you.”
          
          “Hey, Sohee. Yeah, haha. Quite a long time ago.”
          
          “Anything?”
          
          “Aniya, it’s just that.. I call to invite you to my wedding. Well, I mean my wife and me.”
          
          “Hahahaha, nice jokes, Hoseok. You with your silly jokes never change.”
          
          “Well, yeah. But this isn’t a joke though. I’m getting married this weekend. I call you just to invite you.”
          
          “Ohh, what? You.. married? With who? I didn’t know you were seeing someone?”
          
          “Errr, yeah.. It’s a long story. Hope to see you there. I’ll send you the invitation. Gotta go! Bye!”
          
          He hungs up and I’m soo fucking pissed.
          
          “Erghhh !!!! HOSEOOKKK!!!!”
          
          I cried in my car and hit the steering so hard. “Fuck yoooouuuu!!! I’ll always get what I want!!!”
          
          I drive back to my place and went straight to my room.
          
          “Hey. Are you okay?”
          
          “I’m fine.” I slammed the door.
          
          “Are you sure? You wanna talked about it?”
          
          “I just want to be alone, Hyun Min.”
          
          I switch off the light and fall asleep.
          

“Why did you try to kill yourself?”
          
          “You told me to be happy.”
          
          
          Smile :)

Every thought is a battle.
          Every breathe is a war.
          And I don’t think,
          I’m winning anymore.

I miss me.
          The old me.
          The happy me.
          The bright me.
          The smiling me.
          The laughing me.
          
          It’s all gone.
          
          I’m exhausted from trying to be stronger than I feel. Please let me rest.
          
          -FOREVER-
          
          Feels so worthless and can be immediately replaced.
          
          

Am I really that bored?
          
          Am I really that annoyed?
          
          If I am, I’m sorry.
          I’ll stay away.
          
          Mianhae 

On hiatus or maybe disc.
          
          
          Mian