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Am i really alive when i feel dead inside

I know this is impossible, but what i want for christmas is a new set of parent, im tired of living this nightmare this battlefield, going thro it alone with silence surrounding me, like a silent killer twisted to be the next phsycopath. Tired of the wars and neverending bloodbath within me, tired of lookin at the scars that im barely even alive, everyday wish is to die, living or surving is just another battle to overcome, we all know from within im completely dead, numb and soulless. Until when do i need to be fake. 

@babyjinnie02 thankyou for the votes too, was it good or does it need more editing ... ? Lov ya 2 

@babyjinnie02 i did , it was great .. if u got harsh mean comment ignore it , youve worked well

thanks for checking out my books!

Hey @alnrmy! Thank you for voiting and adding my book "bullied" to reading lists. I am very thankfull! Your a good writer too! Keep going!

I havent been able to continue my book cause of my dep episodes , when im sane enough ill continue 

Hey um, just started my new book, need help act 
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/220459192

Im wanting do write a book but i cant seem to find the right time .. but ill publish it soon