willow tree

Ok. So. I really want to write a Christmas hxh chapter, but i have never had a traditional American Christmas? Like, my entire family is Polish, so that's the traditions we follow, and I know embarrassingly little about how an American Christmas looks like, so we have two options. 
          
          A) I write using my past experiences, and you guys learn a tiny bit about Polish culture
          
          Or 
          
          B) i ask you guys a couple quick questions on a Google forms so I learn a little in order to write. Although actually, I might do that even if you pick option a because I'm curious. 
          
          

Hope it's alright if I step out of the picture for a bit...finals are coming and I'm completely stressed. 

My Polish mom was yelling at me about my grades in the car. As I step out to go to my class, she goes: "think of this as positive reinforcement.' I'm doing this for your own good." 
          
          *Deep inhale*
          
          Your positive reinforcement is what makes me hate myself every day. It's what makes school stressful for me. It's your positive reinforcement that makes me completely doubt myself and spiral into a world of self hate and depression. So you take that positive reinforcement and shove it. 
          
          
          
          And if you're wondering what grades I had that my mom got mad, I have an A in every subject except for in English, which is a B. 
          
          
          All my classes are honors. And I skipped a year in math. And still doing math honors. And I'm taking a  freaking engineering class. What more do you want from me. (I'm sorry if this seems like bragging. I'm currently using it as my validation)  

Ok, I currently have 6 drafts. I'm cleaning the up a bit by deleting some stories.

*Looks at my 5 drafts* 
          *Laughs*
          *STARTS A NEW ONE*
          Somehow, I currently have 8 drafts. After one night.

hey, little reminder that you're an awesome human and that we love you <3
          
          
          (and also your voice is beautiful) 

Hi! I hope it's alright if I used this space here to talk about the LGBTQ+ community. I have just finished talking to my sister about the community, and well, she said some not so nice things...though, she's kinda always mean to me always, so it's not new. She's strictly a homophobe, and we actually started arguing about this a lot. She really disproves of my "bi friends" as she calls them (thankfully, she doesn't know any slurs, but she says it with such distaste, it's not really different.) She doesn't support the LGBTQ+ community. I do. Now, I'm considering going as asexual. Simple reason being that I don't get the usual sexual surges kids do at my age (do they really?) My sister is flipping out about it, saying how I'm going against my religion, so on, and so on. It kinda feels like she wants to force me to have sex with a guy??? It's weird. Anyway, I just want to apologize to everyone in the LGBTQ+ community, because you probably have to deal with stuff much worse than this. I hope you all find the courage to stay strong, and just know that I'm here for you! 
          
          
          Also, it makes me laugh how being gay is wrong, but being mean is perfectly acceptable??? You're supposed to be kind to your neighbors! No matter your sexuality, you're all children of God. He loves you all.
          
          Stay strong. 

GUYS. My sister found my Wattpad account. She is currently following me. She has not read my work, but I’m sure she will and use it as blackmail. Should I delete my fic? She cannot read it, ever.

Hey, just a little reminder that you're an amazing human and that you deserve to be loved <3

ALRIGHT, HEAR ME OUT. So, I was thinking of random headcanons and whatnot, and ok, just picture this:
          Kurapika is homeschooling Gon, Killua, and Alluka on the different types of government. To make sure they understand it, he asks them to write a paragraph on the type of government each of them liked the most. Alluka wrote about monarchy, Gon wrote about democracy, and Kurapika gets a bit concerned when he reads that Killua likes world domination. He later calls Leorio (who's working at the hospital) because Killua is now asking him which countries would be better to to invade first : the smaller weaker ones or the bigger stronger ones? and is walking around talking about how he wants to murder anyone in the way of him ruling the world.