elwinisbest420

also...
          	I decided it would be fun to do a secret message board again!
          	
          	put what you want in here!
          	love you!
          	
          	https://www.secretmessage.link/secret/693a37c58ec12/

elwinisbest420

wow.
          
          its crazy to look back on my old drafts.
          
          I once posted a story called "the souls soft song"
          
          my private school had really messed me up. it was supposed to be a christian private school, but instead it was a lot of pressure that built up and so. much. stress.
          
          i was relying not on God, but on worldly things, and I honestly was in such a bad place.
          
          but i've truly found who i am this past year. I learned i want to be a doctor, and i've really been trying to devote my life to God.
          
          I thank my friends, and I honestly thank the public school systems.
          
          i really don't believe half of what they do and support, but the best thing i've gained is that everyone is supportive of who you want to be. you aren't pressured to be this perfect christian. you're supported because of who you are, regardless of religion.
          
          at grace, i got some backlash for wanting to transfer to public school. but it may have been the best decision i could make.
          
          and truly, i thank @Iamyourlocalrat  , she is one of my best friends and she's helped me see that we can all get through hard times and rely on God again
          
          this was super random, but i'm so glad i'm better mentally and spiritually!!!
          
          i hope you all can find this peace that i have :) 
          
          love, harper

elwinisbest420

LOVE YOU MORE!!!!!1
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elwinisbest420

OMGOMGOMG!!!!
          
          MY HS IS DOING MATILDA FOR THE MUSICAL AND WE HAD AUDITIONS TODAY 
          AND I GOT CALLED BACK!!!!!!!

elwinisbest420

@Iamyourlocalrat I was reading thru your "my diary" book and remembering when you had a crush on C...lol, now he's MY HUZZ :)
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elwinisbest420

GUYS I THINK IM IN LOVE

elwinisbest420

@luatheloser UGH THANK YOU I LOVE YOU!!!!!
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luatheloser

stay founded and grounded 
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luatheloser

remember your peace becomes a man, do you understand 
            if you don’t love yourself they will see that and disrespect you! respect your carry yourself with grace with class, see the beauty in being a woman and yearn towards that. love your body your curves or your flatness. love yours! and he will see how you adore yourself and follow you. the first crush is simply a lesson. and if you so happen to get lucky and get forever, God bless you. but don’t lose yourself to a man ever 
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