ashley

would anyone of you guys be interested in reading a non-text nct fic? also, is 'when i first saw you' lacking in a way?  

had an anxiety attack and for the first time, i knew what being out of control felt like

naturally I'm afraid of loud voices and loud noises except for music.... its been a trauma of mine for a while

i want a boyfriend but I also just want a guy to cuddle and be best friends with 

i put in too much effort only to receive undesired results, why try anymore? 

chaos. screaming. anger. 
          
          peace. smiling. calm.
          
          she hides the evil under a mask.
          
          it's the disguise of a pathetic girl.

"Use Me" got both #1 in qiankun and #2 in kun. Thanks for the love!

UPDATE: Use Me tomorrow :)

uh... 2.01k on 'use me'?? for real I remember when we started with 2 readers and that was a miracle

I know no one cares but i feel so lonely and my siblings are strangers to me