em1s0n

We are in the last parts of After Everything... I think it's time to wrap it up. I didn't do anything with this story last year cause after my mom passed I just didn't want to do anything. If I'm being honest, I'm not that person anymore. I'm not the person that likes to write anymore. I'm not the person that likes to play video games anymore. Hell I don't even like to wake up. I lost myself after losing my mama. I am just a shell of who I WAS. 

em1s0n

We are in the last parts of After Everything... I think it's time to wrap it up. I didn't do anything with this story last year cause after my mom passed I just didn't want to do anything. If I'm being honest, I'm not that person anymore. I'm not the person that likes to write anymore. I'm not the person that likes to play video games anymore. Hell I don't even like to wake up. I lost myself after losing my mama. I am just a shell of who I WAS. 

em1s0n

I don't know if I have it in me anymore. After my mom passed I don't find joy in doing anything anymore. Including writing.  I wake up, get dressed then go to work. Come home and it just repeats. Right now, I am in constant darkness and I don't know how to get out of it. 

lassemya

@em1s0n I'm so so sorry to hear this. I can't  imagine that pain. Please don't give up on finding happiness. You are SO strong for making it this far. Sometimes it takes a while to find that spark again, but I'm sure it will come. Please keep fighting. I know some of this probably sounds cliche, but I mean it. I wish I had more to offer you - I truly wish you all the best going forward.
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em1s0n

There haven't been a post because my mom passed away Jan 19th and rn I'm stuck, heartbroken, pissed. Just a lot of emotions and I'm not okay 

brit1721

@em1s0n so sorry to hear this! 
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em1s0n

@shaymitch3ll thank you for reaching out
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shaymitch3ll

I hope your ok going through a loss isn’t easy and will take time to heal remember to take care of yourself and make sure you have someone to talk to 
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