em_rose97

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Do anyone know how to deal with a broken heart? My bestfriend turned boyfriend just dumped me for a job in Texas. He still wants to be friends and talk, but how do I explain to him what he did broke my heart. I mean ,he'll, he was talking about marriage and having kids with me and then TEXAS. We've dated before twice, and he was always the one to break things off because he wasn't ready or things were complicated when they weren't. And this past relationship was my "first time" with him. And honestly I wish I could take it back if it meant I wouldn't feel this way. But then I feel guilty for thinking this when I know it's a great opportunity for him too. Fuck I hate having a heart.

em_rose97

@em_rose97 thank you for replying and especially thank you for helping me. I felt like I was going a bit crazy, but honestly I think it comes from being a people pleaser. So again thank you for validating my feelings and me, I told him I needed some space but he hasn't read it yet cause of the time difference. I'm feeling a lot better now that I did it and it feels like a weight lifted off of my heart. It still hurts but it's lesser now. Again, thank you so much and if you ever need anything, just hit me up boo
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Lunar44

@em_rose97 its ok to be happy for the opportunity he was given but in pain from how it affected you, and you have every right needed time and space from him. He cant expect you to be OK with going back to being platonic after being more so soon. If space is what you need to heal, tell him. If he doesn't understand that then maybe its best to keep that space and maybe later on in life you'll be able to reconnect. But focus on you and your own heart overall <3
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em_rose97

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Do anyone know how to deal with a broken heart? My bestfriend turned boyfriend just dumped me for a job in Texas. He still wants to be friends and talk, but how do I explain to him what he did broke my heart. I mean ,he'll, he was talking about marriage and having kids with me and then TEXAS. We've dated before twice, and he was always the one to break things off because he wasn't ready or things were complicated when they weren't. And this past relationship was my "first time" with him. And honestly I wish I could take it back if it meant I wouldn't feel this way. But then I feel guilty for thinking this when I know it's a great opportunity for him too. Fuck I hate having a heart.

em_rose97

@em_rose97 thank you for replying and especially thank you for helping me. I felt like I was going a bit crazy, but honestly I think it comes from being a people pleaser. So again thank you for validating my feelings and me, I told him I needed some space but he hasn't read it yet cause of the time difference. I'm feeling a lot better now that I did it and it feels like a weight lifted off of my heart. It still hurts but it's lesser now. Again, thank you so much and if you ever need anything, just hit me up boo
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Lunar44

@em_rose97 its ok to be happy for the opportunity he was given but in pain from how it affected you, and you have every right needed time and space from him. He cant expect you to be OK with going back to being platonic after being more so soon. If space is what you need to heal, tell him. If he doesn't understand that then maybe its best to keep that space and maybe later on in life you'll be able to reconnect. But focus on you and your own heart overall <3
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em_rose97

Just finished Book 2 in The Baba Yaga Series: The Goblin Witch. now I'm starting the third book in the series, titled The Moon Witch. Im So excited to share with you all Anna's Journey in trying not to screw up the timeline too badly :) Please comment what you think and I'm always open to constructive criticism!

em_rose97

Hey babes, sorry I disappeared there for a while. Some really fùcked up things went down in my life recently and for a while there I lost my will to write. But I did some soul searching and realized that writing really helped me detached from reality. So I'm back and doing some heavy editing before I jump back in. Love you guys, stay golden