em-ayy-bii

I deleted all my stories.

I thought I can't let a day without seeing you. Now that you're gone I just realized... I was better off without you.

I knew you would be happy.
          
          Guess my decision was right, even if it was so painful, that my heart didn't take it.
          
          :')

How do I say goodbye to someone, I can't live without?
          
          Well, I hurt them. That's my goodbye to them. Through that, I can simply make them happy. Not with me, but with there new friends
          
          :')

The picture of your's in silhouette.

I sadly looked at our picture, we can never get back to the past. We can never bring back what we've lost. But it was nostalgia, all the feelings, I've felt it again. 

I waited for 10 years. Thinking that waiting was worth it. Suddenly, I've realize it's not on the years I've waited. But the truth that I've waited for someone who's NOT WORTH IT.

I didn't let you ruined my life, but still it's ruined.

You let me get used to your doings. You being sweet, caring, and funny. I love those sides of you. But what happened now? You can't even look at me, you can't even talk to me personally, and you can't even face me.
          
          Suddenly I missed it already, those moments that seemed so fast yet left me with beautiful memories, like it just happend yesterday.
          
          People come and go, but why can't you even stay? Even just for an hour.
          
          We can talk and laugh about things, alot of things. We can try to turn everything back to normal.
          
          It just need me and you together...
          
          Yet you still left me, with a broken heart and a new adventure to begin with,
          
          but not with you anymore...