So sorry I haven't been updating, I'm stuck in a cycle of panicking over money problems even though there seems to be little to nothing I can do about it! I'd love to get a job to help out and everything and I even got really close once, but luck isn't with me, and now I HAVE NO TRANSPORTATION! There is no public transport out here either and the closest place is about 10 miles and it wouldn't be safe to walk. Guess I'm screwed. But what can you do? I honestly don't know.