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@sofiaxgalimberti I totally get how this is difficult; sexuality is never an easy conversation with a parent, but keep in mind that 
            1. It's good that you came out because at least you're done with that difficult first step
            2. She might not understand and be very unsupportive but that doesn't mean she doesn't love you. Also, our generation's parents are unfortunately quite traditionally minded. My mum still believes it is a sin, but she remains open minded as she has great LGBTQ+ friends. 
            I am very glad you're seeing this as an opportunity for growth. You are incredibly strong and resilient, and I hope you see that and appreciate that about yourself. It's a rough patch, but I'm sure you will get through it. And if not alone, you have people around you (or online) to help.
            I can understand that you miss your friend, but I think she'd be glad you're also able to talk to other people now, and that it has helped in some way or another. 
            I can see that you've been pushing yourself out of a negative mindset. Fuck, that can be hard. But you're doing great. Keep going. I'll keep encouraging, I think you're doing an amazing job. 
            Apart from school, how do you keep yourself busy?
            And thanks for the kind wishes. I will admit that talking to you is good for me too, not just for you. I can relate in a way, which always makes one feel less lonely.
            Keep me updated xx If it's easier for you, we can talk on another platform.

You are beyond sweet. Truly, thank you. Things have been meh. I talked my struggles out to my friends and to my mom as well. I was forced to come out to her and expressed my recent distress w/ school + etc. and she made everything worse. My sexuality apparently is highly problematic and she believes I'm sick in the mind. It's been rough, at the same time though, I'm growing. I'm becoming stronger. I'm trying. I no longer can talk to a friend which saddens me. I miss her. But again, I'm incredibly blessed in so many ways and I'm working hard on changing my negative mindset. I'm still so young and being so overly stressed isn't healthy. I hope your life is filled with the most joy possible because you truly are wonderful.

@sofiaxgalimberti You deserve that and a lot more, I hope things are improving or at least not worsening since last time. Did you talk about it with anyone else? 
            I'm very busy but that's not a bad things either
            Don't hesitate to contact me. ;)