It's okay for you to cry just this once. Where ever you are and whatever you're going through, know that you have a purpose. Surely. Close your eyes, calmly breathe & take your time to imagine and think. You're still here. You're still alive and that's because you've endured all the pain you've been through so right now in this moment it's alright for you to let it out. Cry as much as you please. Until you've let it all out. We get mad/upset over the smallest things, but thats apart of us that makes us all human. It's okay to cry or be frustrated. Now refresh your mind and keep taking calm breathes. Right now you control this moment. Don't think about time running out right now, just relax. You're okay and you'll do great. The next time you step outside make sure to give others that smile. Who knows what others may be going through. Even the most simplest and smallest things help others in need. Keep being your stunning self. Strive for you dreams. Spread positivity and just keep being you. Afterall there's no better you. There never will be.
I love you