looking for something to make me see some type of meaning in this worthless life

also looking for one story i read here a few years ago, it's bxb and its a cliché bully x nerd i think i don't remember at this point lol, but the main character's name is hunter and um i don't remember much besides it--- if anybody knows what im talking abt please tell me what happened w the story, bc i am 100% sure im not imagining it and it's a real story which was here.