I miss you, Emma. I really do. I always feel lost now. I always feel like I'm just constantly writing for no reason. I know I'm catching up to you and I'm no longer in the junior league, but no one really cares for the writing outside of thoughs pages. It wasn't like that. Now, it is. Everyone cares for how good the writing is. But, is it really good? No. None of anything I write is good. Nothing. I don't get as much support as I use to. I know I get support from a friend called Purple Strike but even things are still hard.