I don't know what to say.
I thought he would disappoint me but it hurt anyway. I don't know if I want to forgive him. He's an amazing guy and a great brother. But all I asked him to do was not lie to me. And he did. He lied to me. He tricked me to keep me alive. I've lost a few people already so I partly understand why he did it. But on the other hand it hurts. He did the one thing I told him not to do.
And I just finished reading a book about broken people. I cried. I don't know what to do. I'm one of them again. And maybe that's exactly how it's supposed to be.
Please,
advise me, should I forgive him or leave him?
