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And honestly guys
I just re-read Charlie's book
(FrietianandChrolloSimp or smt like that idk how to spell it)
It was The Dides
And yes that time was fun with me, Ash, Charlie, and Kami
But honestly...I hate myself for it...
I always thought I was apart of the group but thinking back on it more and more I know it fucking wasn't
I was the odd one out
Like fucking always
I was the extra
I hate myself for thinking that I actually had a group that I could call my own
I hate myself for thinking I belonged
Same thing happened with the other chat u was in
CAN SOMEBODY PLEASE JUST TELL ME WHY IM SO FUCKING STUPID
GOD I JUST HATE IT
I HATE MYSELF
WHY DID I EVER THINK I BELONGED!?!