emmywr1tes

Me: got sick on Thursday but had a graduation countdown party on Friday
          	Me: took painkillers and went to said party on Friday
          	Me: got even more sick on Saturday 
          	Me: woke up today and thought “hey why am I sick” because I forgot I was sick 
          	

KyleNew8

@emmywr1tes we need to know what happens in Deadly Nightshade
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emmywr1tes

Me: got sick on Thursday but had a graduation countdown party on Friday
          Me: took painkillers and went to said party on Friday
          Me: got even more sick on Saturday 
          Me: woke up today and thought “hey why am I sick” because I forgot I was sick 
          

KyleNew8

@emmywr1tes we need to know what happens in Deadly Nightshade
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emmywr1tes

guys i need to tell you something
          
          it’s very hard to say and i know it hurts a lot of people
          but
          
          
          i’m ginger..

emmywr1tes

@JxstLidl im not that short......
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JxstLidl

@emmywr1tes oh damn.. but it’s san Patrick’s day soon so you gotta be happy and stuff (I thought I was small with my 166)
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emmywr1tes

@JxstLidl i do yes. i’m also 158 cm tall.. and i dance the irish jig a lot…..
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emmywr1tes

i hate when ppl r like ”oh u can talk to me” like no because no one really listens or understands. i don’t want your pity i want to understand why my brain ruins me

NatRomanovaIsMine

real. also it’s so annoying when people try to tell you how to fix it and it’s like no, you can’t fix it, my brain is just not like urs, you just have to understand that. people are so annoying sometimes 
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emmywr1tes

Is it just me that gets these like really deep downs to the point where I stop eating, cover my mirrors and pull out my hair?
          No?
          Okay
          I accidentally broke a mirror last Saturday in the middle of my anxiety attack
          Mom was now happy
          Hihi 

emmywr1tes

Has anyone here done an autism test? If so, is it scary with like sounds and stuff?
          After last night my therapist thought it was time x
          I’m scared
          Good night 

NatRomanovaIsMine

It wasn’t scary with sounds or anything like that, it was more just stressful because there were SO many questions and it felt like my entire personality was being dissected from all angles. But it’s important to remember that in the assessment they always focus on what you struggle with or “bad things” and what makes you ‘different’ but you need to make sure you know that you aren’t defined by all of it and it doesn’t make you any less of a person! Good luck, you’ll be fine and I hope the outcome is helpful for you xx
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maxxficc

Not scary at all! No, no sounds or anything. Personally my evaluation was just a professional asking me questions and diagnosing me based off my responses and what my mother also said about me/my experiences. 
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emmywr1tes

im in my eurovision era as i am every year
          ukraine 2024 and estonia 2023 are legit my fav performances of all time
          AND my favorite song went to the finals yesterday
          love sweet n phycho by scarlet
          bye

ItsLada

@emmywr1tes ah yeess i'm from finland but i have to support my neighbour sweden this yearr lol
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emmywr1tes

Am I abt to buy full chaps AND tall boots for way to much money
          Yes. Yes I am.

emmywr1tes

@JxstLidl I hate riding in my winter ones so I take my regular tall boots in -40
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JxstLidl

@emmywr1tes Yeah, I don’t like chaps so I ride in tall boots all the time but I only have dressage ones even tho I jump (sad emoji) and I have winter boots cus it’s cold asf. But both of them were cheap and I don’t have them that long so idk if they’re good haha. I hate that equipment is so expensive tho
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emmywr1tes

@JxstLidl im gonna get broke af 
            and like i really need full chaps cuz I hate riding in boots all the time but I havent found any good ones and my tall boots are falling apart
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