emoboyband

so like not that anyone will see this but i finally deleted ygmhsm. at 13/14 years old its totally not a thing i should have written and was definitely a byproduct of unresolved trauma. plus with what came out about melanie martinez recently i think its super not okay to have something out there that looks like im supporting her. recently as ive begun to process my own experience with sexual abuse i started getting really creeped out by her and the way that she sings about rape despite never having been a victim, hanging out with known abusers & rapists, and etc. i felt like something was up but obviously i had no conclusion to draw from that until recently. 
          	
          	anyways. melanie martinez is absolute trash. she was my first concert and kind of a terrible preformer. i won't miss her. if you want to listen to similar music but by an actual decent human being check out billie eilish. shes 15 and has an amazing voice. i dont listen to her much bc shes not really my style but i love copycat. 
          	
          	k goodbye lol

emoboyband

so like not that anyone will see this but i finally deleted ygmhsm. at 13/14 years old its totally not a thing i should have written and was definitely a byproduct of unresolved trauma. plus with what came out about melanie martinez recently i think its super not okay to have something out there that looks like im supporting her. recently as ive begun to process my own experience with sexual abuse i started getting really creeped out by her and the way that she sings about rape despite never having been a victim, hanging out with known abusers & rapists, and etc. i felt like something was up but obviously i had no conclusion to draw from that until recently. 
          
          anyways. melanie martinez is absolute trash. she was my first concert and kind of a terrible preformer. i won't miss her. if you want to listen to similar music but by an actual decent human being check out billie eilish. shes 15 and has an amazing voice. i dont listen to her much bc shes not really my style but i love copycat. 
          
          k goodbye lol