I think my fanfic phase is over. Like completely over.
I don’t wanna write it, I don’t wanna read it, I don’t wanna do anything.
Like I’m just done with it.
I’m considering deleting some of my work, but I probably won’t. Maybe gay drunk idiots. Maybe not. Idk.
I might finish writing my Don’t Panic fic just cuz I like the plot, but tbh I probably won’t.
I wanna work on other things if I even work on things at all.
I’m more interested in building my own characters at this point, fanfiction is fun but I never feel like it’s any of my best work. And then when I’m actually proud of it I feel like I shouldn’t be because it’s fanfiction.
In the end I end up just feeling bad about it and I don’t like that.
Anyway yeah I’m pretty much done with my fanfiction phase. At least for the moment. Maybe when I’ve had more sleep and less stress I’ll change my mind.