Bendoverfome

SOMEONE NEEDS TO WRITE A STORY ABOUT MATT RIFE BC THERES LIKE 2ON THIS WHOLE APP

Just logged into my account after like 2 years ew

JUST UPDATED IM HIS GO CHECK IT OUTTT <3

hey bitches guess whos officially mentally stable...well kinda

Hey guys...I’m back : ) I’ll try to upload been gone since October I’m better now well at least I hope Ik you guys prolly gave up on me but I’m here again ❤️ ily all I’ll post soon 

Hey are you ok?, I saw your post from October and want to know if your in a better head space now?. 

I feel like a piece of shit I haven’t done chapters in so fucking long I wanna end it all Idfk what the point is now all I do is smoke and hurt and disappoint everyone I’m just so fucking done with all this shit Ik a lot of things are my fault but you had to just go and rub it in my face you say music distracts me and is the reason I’m failing but no it’s you it’s always been you music is my escape from YOU all you do is hurt me and you don’t realize because all you do is yell you never ask me if I’m ok when I’m clearly not god I’m so done with this damn stuff im sorry for not posting I don’t think there will be another chapter or book or anything bye :) ily all and thanks for putting up with my shit but I’m done I hope you guys have good lives I hope you are happy and I hope you all find someone I hope you all live life to it’s fullest pls don’t tell me how much I have to live for I don’t wanna here it anymore just bye ily all ❤️ I need help and I don’t think anyone has the power to help me now I’ll try I will but I don’t know how much longer I can I will try for all of you I promise but I can’t promise I’ll be ok PLEASE SOMEONE JUST HELP ME PLEASE IT HURTS IT HURTS SO FUCKING MUCH so much I’m sorry I’m a burden 

i haven’t smoked in a while and i just got done and man i’m dizzy  

God why do I have to be like this I’m sorry I’m not fucking perfect I’m sorry I’m not what you wanted I’m so fucking sorry I know that I’m a piece of shit ok? I know that but why did you just need to fucking prove it I’m just done I’m done right now I’m done bye guys I can’t do this anymore and it’s over the stupidest fucking shit god I can’t feel anything anymore I’m numb I just want to feel something bye I can’t 

Wattpad is the reason why I have such high expectations