I've been thinking about my future a lot lately......I want to graduate high school, and then go to ITT Tech to get my arts degree, my art teacher said I can get in if I keep doing what I'm doing with my drawings, but I need to work on my portraits tho.
I also want to get a job, I know in only 14 but next year I can go work at my uncle's work cause there employing 15 year olds.
but I need to get through school first, that's the thing....I have a bad habit of not going. I never really liked school, only reason I go is cause my friends. there the only ones I have in my life that support me for my decisions I make.
my mom is never around, and my dad wants me to live with him in Ohio, I've lived with him for 4 months, it's just I never made any friends during that time. so I came back to Indiana.
I only have three close friends, Kaitlyn, Abby, and Brianna. and they except me for who I am, they don't judge me for my fashion choice
there's only one way I'm known at my school, and that's the goth, emo, or loner.
God when I moved half the people didn't even knowledge my absences, when the teachers said Elizabeth has moved half of them were like who's that? then they said oh it's the goth chick........
I know it's weird me posting this on here, cause I know no ones really going to read it but it feels good being able to put it out there.........
and I know there are others who have it worse than me, but what I told you here is not even the start of my problems, not even my closest friends know what's the worst thing that has happened to me is.
I won't tell them because it brings to much of my past into the present and that's years of trying to forget down the drain
and yes people may have it harder than me, but I do have my own problems too.
