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i deadass just realized that my ex ex boyfriend (hes been my ex twice) in kinda weird way i suppose cheated? i dont know what to call it
some of you may know that i was (and still am but no longer active) in a self insert v3 server, now ill be honest here at that point my ex ex shipped saimota and like the thing is his character was basically saihara and our friends was momotas, while yes me (i was iruma in the server) and saihara were together it was like,, kinda weird,,
i understand its a self insert where you insert yourself into the character and do stuff or whatever but like basically the characters, momota (my ex), saihara (my ex ex), myself, and ouma (my ex but now current boyfriend) had our inserts in a poly relationship with each other but before it becomes a poly like saihara was immediately attached to momota in the self insert at least and it made me jealous yknow? im not sure if that even counts as cheating, im 99.99% sure it doesn't count as cheating but still
like when saihara said he wanted comfort or someone to talk to then like hed say his friends names which one of them was momota (this was out of the rp side of things) and of course that shit hurt a lot. like he knew i was always there for him if he needed to talk and i understand wanting to tell your friends instead of your lover about your problems but like you said it in a server that im on multiple times. like what the hell?
i noticed in a lot of their oneshots they wrote it was obviously more saimota based even though the inserts were in a poly, myself and ouma got killed off a lot which thinking about it now just,, feels weird yknow? like at this point im ranting about this but like what am i supposed to think??
