emptyblue

Be tired. Be tired of chasing him. Be tired of loving him. Be tired of waiting for him. Be exhausted. Be tired. Mapagod ka na self. Pagod ka na di ba? Pagod ka na. Tama na. Tapos na. Tama na, okay? Tama na.

emptyblue

It was good talking with you. I miss you. How I wanted to say I miss you so bad but I never did. All I wanted was to spend time talking to ypu nonsense at the phone. Hearing your voice made me alive. Just wanna listen into your convo with your colleagues. I miss you. For the 10th time,you answered my call. Then, 2nd time by the 10th time ypu answered me. We talked and laughed about random things. I miss you. I really do. I just wanna let you answer me even if your in your colleagues drinking out, I wanna just hear your voice. All I wanna do was listen to you. But by the 30th time, I called you, you cancel my call and blocked me. For the nth time, here I am again. Blocked. Was it too hard to answer my call and just tell me to stop calling? Or was I too annoying? Am I? How can I be? It was just my 3rd time calling you this month. I never disturb you all through out, from February. I am now here again in this situation. Crying. F*** up. When will I get tired of forcing myself in to you?

emptyblue

13:42 just of today, 1 missed call and 1 text. Gihuna huna pa nakog maayo ngano wala ko kadungog ba ky nakatulog man diay ko. Ni reply ko mga 17 nas orasan maoto storya ta pero wa naman spark oy. Botbot na gyud kaayo ang tanan. Wala najud. Wala najud ky himuon oyy para nato. Kapoy naman jud. Bitaw ni asa ko pero karon na eng ani, dapat jud nako gamiton ug ayo akong utok ayyy. Di gyud ta pirmi mag sigeg dughan ug kabuotan pairalon ky mo gara raman tanan padulong. Sa kadugayan karon pajud ko nimo nadumduman? Hoooy. Simbako. Ngano man? Nagabaan naka?