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Kung may bagay akong natutunan ngayong pandemic, ang masasabi ko lang, "God is powerful."

I remember, I tweeted last week that were praying that the swab test will turn to negative. Guess what? It doesn't turn that way. It's positive. My father is a COVID-19 patient in Qatar. It's heartbreaking and surprising, knowing the person who you care dearly was unable to reach for the mean time. There are times we worry a lot because he's not online to his usual time of logging in to work. A lot of birthdays passed in our family and we still have to lie and pretend that were happy because my father's parents doesn't have any idea about my father's whereabouts. Only a few people know about his status and we not dare to open it up a lot. I realized, not all positive is a good news and we pray not because of faith but because were desperate. In this time of crisis, only God knows the future.
          
          [emsitea,021420]

Pagpatuloy ko na lang 'yung sinimulan ko. Bahala na kung mabasa ng iba o hindi. Hindi naman kasi lahat ng gusto mo, ibibigay sa'yo. Hindi porket naghintay ka, mag-e-expect ka dapat sa huli. Minsan, kahit maghintay ka kung walang dadating, wala talaga. Kaya naman, kung saan ka sasaya, iyon na lang ang gawin mo. H'wag kang mag-alinlangan kasi kung mag-aalinlangan ka lang, sa huli, sarili mo lang din pinahihirapan mo.
          
          

torn between 35 and 40! 

ALL MY LOVE IS GONE

The ending scene is final. I'm not going to change it anymore.

15 chapters left before the epilogue!! gusto ko na simulan yung reasons why i love you <3

Writing the heartbreak you felt is kinda heroic.
          You write for other people, while hurting and bleeding.
          Can't you see, you're bringing up the fresh wounds in the past, just to write?
          Isn't heroic?
          
          ✍

EN- comeback this month!

Life Goes On