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"The thing that hurts isn't that you don't care about life.
          It's that you care so much that the possibility of loss terrifies you."
          
          my therapist is clocking me hooly shit I dont even know what she means but she's right and im processing

The Eras Tour was truly the most insane thing ever the more I think about it.
          
          Like wdym I was a delusional teenager without tickets and a family falling apart after my grandmas death, but I would pull all-nighters to watch grainy livestreams to feel safe in my own house, and I truly did??
          
          I met some of my best friends through the tour, and being a swiftie, and all together stayed SANE???
          
          sent with yellow font from a girlie on SSRI's bc eras is over.

HAPPY BIRTHDAT LITTLE ANGEL !! 
          i hope ure happy and wish u all the best for this year
          remember u matter and we love u

wish I had a candle to blow out tomorrow. my dad hasn't even called once to ask me about it. no gifts, no plans. 
          
          guess ill just stick to plan A; Olivia on repeat all day and curling up in my room talking to my camcorder.

GIRL, I know men like you...

I just had the most insane story epiphany that could be the end of a multi-year writers block

also I missed this app sm I just reread my fav fanfic from 4 years ago hehe

lowkey I should throw hands with writers block and finish the book I've spent all my teenage years on..

Hi so wtf it’s 2:30AM and I’ve spent the whole night looking for a fanfic on here (I KNOW ITS ON HERE) and I can’t find it. 
          
          Remind me to write everything down pls I’m losing my mind. 

I do really need to get back to my fam (you)