emzazzy2004

it’s a listening to class of 2013 on repeat for three hours find of night

emzazzy2004

this just in, my mother is never going to respect mine or my partner’s they/she pronouns because she’s “too old and can’t wrap her head around it”. it’s great to know i’ll never be respected or that she’s never going to try for me. at least my middle sister tries but my youngest sister doesn’t. i hate being here. can’t wait for college in two years. 

Mllk_N_Honey

@emzazzy2004 I'm so sorry, I know how you feel. I hope things get better for you. 
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DeathByMusicals

I’m so sorry that sucks :( 
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emzazzy2004

this message may be offensive
vent post about my parents
          
          i am terrified that my parents are never going to acknowledge that i’m not their daughter. i’m their child. i’m non binary. i use she/they not just she and i’m not one of your girls. it’s hard to swallow but i wish they would respect it. i didn’t say anything cause i was relieved that they didn’t yell and dismiss and i was on the edge of a panic attack but i am so goddamn scared and and angry because they don’t even respect my partner’s pronouns are they ever going to respect mine? it’s hard at first but just try. my dad flat out said he won’t. i just want to be respected.  is that too fucking much to ask for? or are you going to ignore my happiness forever?

Mllk_N_Honey

@emzazzy2004 I'm so sorry this has happened, I feel so lucky that the people I live with accept me, I'm so sorry that you have to go through this. It sucks when people deny what you identify as, especially family, but I know you have the strength to get through this. ❤
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emzazzy2004

today was the day i showed my music teacher mother the entirety of the titanic bad flute cover and she cried

publisherpie

@emzazzy2004 its like when i show my historian mother drunk history
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emzazzy2004

here are some underrated book series
          
          The Imposter Queen series - Sara Fine
          
          Three Black Crowns series - Kendare Blake
          
          Rot and Ruin series/Benny Imura series - Jonathan Mayberry
          
          read them all i love them maybe even more than PJO and HP

emzazzy2004

the best parts about this quarantine time in which i’m stuck doing virtual school are that i get to skype @Latte_Hottay every day and i’ve talked to my cousin more in two weeks than two years

Mllk_N_Honey

@emzazzy2004 Yes, my best friend and I (now engaged with rings from a bath bomb cuz we classy bishes) have become way too dependant on each other and spend every waking moment with each other. But...its quarantine so it's, uh, it's fineee.
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emzazzy2004

today’s hot take is that anxiety is just you gaslighting yourself and making you question everything. 

Mllk_N_Honey

@emzazzy2004 HAHAhaha...hah...ha...that's too relatable for comfort :,) I do hope you feel better, it sucks. 
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Mishtirulz

@emzazzy2004 *me a fellow anxiety bearer* ah true
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emzazzy2004

what do we do when our grandmother is dying and your whole family is quarantined? watch tik toks 

Mllk_N_Honey

@emzazzy2004 oh my gosh that's terrible, I hope she gets better!
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DeathByMusicals

Well if tik tok is helping you feel better then yes watch tik toks. Hope you’re doing ok, sorry this is happening to you :( 
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Mishtirulz

@emzazzy2004 wow im so sorry... that was dark-. too bad tiktok is banned over here where i live T^T
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