en521cool

Man. Haven't wrote one here for a while. Going to try to rewrite my old books that I put to the side that I wrote when I was younger but also put many new stories that coming their way.

en521cool

Vent text. (Skip it if you don't like vents)
          
          I hate liers. They are the beings that just out their to hurt you in the end or something always ends up bad. Let alone I hate those who take away my trust in them. Taking everything I said in a safe area only for them to repeat it to someone else or to turn people against you. Or to do anything that can take my trust away. Those who will delete you out of their lives not willing to talk thing through or understand them because you made the choice of being neutral but still showing support for your friends. Or disowned you because you didn't stay with them because you weren't happy but was still willing to be friends.
          I hate when someone will tell you they are your friend and promise to stay around and never leave no matter what you picked only to leave you without saying anything. And when you asked if you done anything or want to talk or even saying sorry for whatever you might have did they only go quiet before they tell others that you are the one to hurting and harassing them. Making them feel threaten when really they are the one who is messing up your own mental health. 
          
          My friends and I have move on from this for months now and you bring it up now while still hurting many people who done nothing. We kept telling ourselves we won't do anything. We won't make anything because we know you will twist the truth to make you seem like the victim. We have done nothing while you did something. We try to reach out in messages and phone calls wanting to talk and solve this but you just avoid it and block us off. We asked you to stop and move on like us, even if we had broken hearts. 
          
          Why are people like this.... are we really in the wrong... what can we do...what do you want from us...can you please stop before something happens that could be on your hands...
          
          2020- a year to forget and to hate. Cant wait for it to end

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Hoped things got better for ya <3
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en521cool

Sorry for not being active. A lot has hit when 2020 came. And currently I'm dealing with some family issues now. Im currently trying to keep my mind busy and distracted during this time now. Most like being active during my night time or late afternoon

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DI'd I just stay up till 1:42 am to finish a 214 page book that I found out isnt due till sometime next week. Yes yes I did. Is because I could just put it down. Yes. Will I get any sleep and be able to wake up to make it my 8am lab and other classes after it if not work on top?I could. Would I like it.... no. College life. Got to love it

en521cool

Please no hate. I just need to get it out...
          
          Happy birthday to my big brother who I never had the chance to meet. We are only a year and two days apart but i still miss you and wish to have you here. Today is you 21st birthday and to honor it we gave you your first drink that been planned for a long time with family around. I hope you have fun partying up in heaven but not to fun. Love you always and can't wait for the day we can finally first meet each other.
          
          Happy birthday Jon. My big brother.

en521cool

Hey. Just want to say I have Tik tok so go follow me please.
          
            The name is: whitemistcos
          
          I already got some videos up. The most at the moment is ladybug. Soon Subaru and clockwork will have videos along with others.