i became a fan of enhypen during a dull period of my life—not to say my mental health was bad or anything, but a period where i wished i could find happiness more easily even in the smallest of things.
that's when jay came along, drawing my curiosity. his qualities made him admirable to me and if there's one quality in particular that i had to name which stood out to me most, it would be his passion. not just for his job, but for everything he loves which includes his hobbies. playing the guitar, cooking, learning a new language, his current obsession being F1...you name it. if he wanted to acheive something, he'd work towards it diligently and he'd prove himself through his actions, not just his words. that dedication made me look up to him and so till today, he is and he will remain my bias.
why? because ever since i started adopting his mindset, i've always been driven to strive for the best, specifically in academics which i wasn't so keen on improving on previously. when i saw how my grades suddenly changed, how my failures turned into Cs, how my Bs turned into As, i felt proud of myself and most importantly—grateful for jay. even though it was ultimately me who made the change happen, jay was the one who'd triggered that huge change in my mindset. he may not necessarily share similar traits to me, but he has traits that i believe could follow to make me an even better version of myself.