enderking101rs

Here's to hoping. And here's to a renewed determination. 
          	
          	Iykyk
          	
          	https://x.com/i/status/2001442400951013662

enderking101rs

I've just come to realize why I've been... The way I am and this account and my stories and everything I've ever done have suffered immensely from it. 
          
          I'm suffering from AuDHD burnout. It's absolutely terrible and I encourage y'all to look into it. If anything I'm asking for advice. And please don't suggest therapy, that's the obvious one that I'm already looking into. 
          
          I'm sorry I've been.. the way I've been and neglected y'all.

thebigboombo

I do not foretell how therapy would help with such matters? If you “want to focus” but cannot due to your condition. Why don’t you out that into your gain? Try many things? If your brain wants to run at 400mph and the speed limit you’re looking at is 45… just start adding multiple routes that = 400 and find your rhythm. Why conform to  how you feel like you should be instead of just being who you can be? 
            
            Everyone is different. You just head special features equipped. Makes you a 1-in-a-billion.  So just do what you feel best? 
            
            
            I can’t see how therapy helps when they don’t sit in your mind. How about you consult yourself? You know yourself best.
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thebigboombo

Also ik this may sound stupid. But would ya mind reading my story and critiquing it? It’s a side hobby I do because it feels nice… even tho I’m way to analytical. I aspire to be creative like you other 0.3% wattpad creators (that make good stuff… not rotten) so I could take tips from ya!

thebigboombo

Oh… it seemed I mispronounced it without checking…. I thought it said “thebigboombo2nd”  not “Thenigboombo2nd”…. (The first one I wrote here is the correct version.)
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enderking101rs

Not letting me
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thebigboombo

In fact yea I do. It’s “Thenigboombo2nd” it’s nice to see someone willing for a chat.
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thebigboombo

Ya alive here?

enderking101rs

@thebigboombo that's fair and I'm not opposed.
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thebigboombo

Your videos are niche to say the least. But out of whatever goodwill is in my heart. I’m going to binge watch every single one. And comment a lot. I wish to be somewhat of a friend. (Even tho things could have drastically changed from 4 years ago in your vid. Idk just be being delusional)
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enderking101rs

@thebigboombo I'm more of a pantser style writer. I set up an initial scene and start writing from there. I'm just as in the dark as y'all when I write hence the delays on top of my circumstances
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Popsmoke757r94

Are you still writing or?

enderking101rs

@Popsmoke757r94 that means the world man. Honestly I don't quite see what you do, ig. It's folk like you that I keep writing for. Take it easy, I'll get back to work soon
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Popsmoke757r94

Hey take your time, your writing is so good that its worth the wait
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enderking101rs

@Popsmoke757r94 haven't had a lot of time due to life, I'm constantly thinking about t-ese nooks and how to improve them. My heart is constantly heavy with regret on not being able to work on them. But I'm slowly getting to a position to be able to. I'm sorry for the massive delays
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