I've been putting this off and hoping it wouldn't come to this, but I think this is the best decision I could make. I'll be l deleting my entertainment because it no longer brings me joy and i struggle so much writing it.
I really loved writing the YSND TV chapters, but other than that - everything else wasn't enjoyable. I planned out groups, debuts, comebacks ahead of advance but I constantly kept changing them because I didn't feel like they were good enough (for my standards). My perfectionism continues to eat away at me and I dread even going onto wattpad because of it.
I hope you can understand where I'm coming from and why I'm doing this. I'll probably stay away from making afs for now on, and just focus on the ones I've applied to.
I'll save YSND TV and might make a book for that, maybe even post the chapters I've worked on and continue it a bit so you guys still have something.
And my deepest apologizes to the trainees. Thank you so much for everything
