I can't believe any of it, I really can't, oh my god I'm crying actual tears rn, it feels like my heart got stabbed, I REALLY CAN'T. Enhypen are like home to me, they were more than just a group I stanned, I'm absolutely devastated and I don't know what to do. Enhypen will always be seven in my eyes, I stanned enhypen as seven members and it'll remain that way for me until the very end, I can't imagine Enhypen without Heeseung and I also can't imagine what the other members must be going through right now, how I wish this is some sick joke. I can't do this, I'll always love enhypen as seven members. I don't know what to do with the still a monster book now, i do have drafts of it but I genuinely don't feel like continuing it, I just don't know how to feel, what to do, I've been crying ever since I heard the news, I just really can't do this right now