𝑬𝑳𝑳𝑬 (gracies version)

hey du

Heyyyyy

My flowered sheets mock the tight feeling in my chest.
          They remind me of my childhood and that this tightness once came from laughing too much and running too fast on the grass, not from crying silently into my pillow and tops that were too tight.
          
          - Engelsgleiche

still on here :)) 
          wie gehts euch engeln ???

Parts of myself  (TW: sexual actions) 
          
          His fingers caress my skin, his hands run through my hair, his lips become one with mine. 
          I look for something in his eyes, an emotion, a glow, something that proves to me that I am more than my body. 
          I find nothing, pull him closer to me, feel his breath, smell his perfume, alcohol and nicotine. And a light smear of sweat.
          In my mind, I can already see myself at home, crying on the floor of my room. Knowing that I have once again paid with my dignity, hoping to feel something. To be alive, only to have lost another part of myself.

Playing the lottery 
          
          As a woman, when I want to go home in the evening, it's like playing the lottery. 
          Either I'm lucky and get there, or I don't. 
          When I'm lightly dressed as a woman, it's like playing the lottery. 
          Either I'm lucky and don't get touched, or I don't. 
          When I raise my voice as a woman, it's like playing the lottery. 
          Either I'm heard or I'm not. 
          When I enter into a relationship as a woman, it's like playing the lottery. 
          Either I am mistreated or I am not.
          Isn't it unfair that a man has known the next lottery numbers since he was born?
          
          - by me

October is depression and mental health awareness month. 
          Take care and speak up if u need any help <3
          xx

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DEIN THEME>>>>

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          Fühl dich gedrückt <33