enlover07

i'm at least 101% convinced that my stress is gonna kill me one day <3

enlover07

heart is truly a stupid organ unless you think of blood circulation and shi !!
          
          never ever listen to it trying to lure you into the captivating webs of love ;)
          

enlover07

@YourSh1ningSana ah, yes i am. but i'll soon start updating !!
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Ni-kis_flyingchair

@enlover07  Hii. Api r u on hiatus?? Im eagerly waiting for jake and aerum’s love storyyyyy!! Hope u r doing wellll<3
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enlover07

~ how long do i have to bleed
              in order to prove that
              i yearned for you ;
              despite the void it left ,
              despite the ache that bloomed ?
              how many times do i need
              to swallow the bite of the dagger
              you slaughtered me with ,
              just because i was blinded
              by your exquisite rose petals
              to blatantly ignore the thorns 
              that left me dripping with agony , 
              and with blood trickling down
              the translucent skin you so adored ?
              was i not worthy of the love
              i handed you so selflessly ?
              was i nothing but a toy 
              to your whims even if 
              i always submitted willingly ?
              did my devotion mean so little 
              to the one i served my heart to ?
              how can i continue to live
              if it's not you that i'm inhaling ?
              if it's not you in my veins ?
              if it's not you who makes my heart beat ?
              the sweet aphrodite ,
              the sinful succubus ,
              a synthesis so addictive—
              but is it more addictive 
              than your name rolling off my tongue ?
              is this the so-called love
              knights bled on battlefields for ?
              artists bled on canvas for ?
              poets bled on papers for ?
              my angel , were you my muse at all
              if you were never truly mine ? 
              the questions linger in my heart
              like you linger in my existence , my love. ~ 
          
          
                                   — her heart yet longs for her angel  ♪

enha_luvrr

@enlover07 i know im late but this is beautiful, it made me think if my crush <3
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Bxby_Gworl23

Bae tumi koi haray gela ? I hope tomar exam's bhalo gese.I miss you so muchhhh.To we never met I really really cherish you bhaiii.Tomar shathe contact nai but I prayed so much jeno tumi cook kore dao exam's.Idk if you remember me.I'll wait for your replies.Arini~

enlover07

@Bxby_Gworl23 OMG ARINI OFC I REMEMBER YOU WTF !! I WAS HAVING ISSUES TO LOG IN TO DISCORD THAT'S WHY I COULDN'T TEXT ANYONE :((
            I MISS YOU SM OMG AMI TOMAR KOTHA KOTO BHABSI JE DISCORD E ONNO KEYO NA THAKLEO TOMAR SHATHE CONTACT KORTE PARTESI NA T-T
            also tysm for praying omg, prochur stress e chilam onk kichu niye, koyekta attempt survive korsi :/ 
            also im so sorry ami age reply na dileo, honestly it's kinda hard for me to cope with life :( kemon aso?
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Bxby_Gworl23

Ami literally ei matro login korsi je tumi ki atleast ekhane aso kina.I knew you were busy with ssc tai kono trace nai tomar.But hey Ik you cooked the exam and you'll do great.
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