nini ✮

kinda wanna write a riku fanfic rn 

him:"girls have had no interest in me"
          
          me:"it’s crazy to say that to me"
          
          him:"tbh
          i don’t give a shit about you
          i talk to you and hang out for killing time
          and feel less alone
          that’s it
          so you should not misunderstand"
          
          
          that’s what the japanese boy said to me yesterday. i don’t know what i did for him to be so cruel. I don’t want it to be the end. It’s crazy that i still want to protect him…im so miserable 

yesterday, this Japanese boy didn't reply to me all day. He wasn't logged into any social media accounts and I couldn't find any trace of him. Yesterday, I really thought something serious might have happened to him. 
          But this morning, I saw that he had read my messages, without replying. I said to him: I was really worried about you yesterday. Come on, I want to talk to you. I want to see you again. 
          But he just opened my messages. It's more painful than I thought it would be. I'm afraid he'll never write to me again. I don't even want to write about him anymore. I don't want the end of my story to be, "And that was it, he never replied to me again."

hi! new fan of your works. shining voice brought me to tears.

hii my little nini !! i have read everything you wrote and i'm just gonna say what i want but i don't know if it helps you or not. i don't know how you think, how he thinks and how is it between you two! nini do you know what makes me want to live? the memories i hold on to until now.. the beautiful memories i made with the person who made me want to live more, i've known her for a very very long time i was even young like 12yrs old when i knew her, we've broken up so many times but do u know what? we used to get back to each other every time we broke up. because i don't think we can live without each other, our memories can never disappear from our minds, my memories with her were like the light that was in my dark life nini! i'm just drowning in our memories and i can't get rid of them no matter what happens! even when she hurts me, i stay with her because in this life she's the only thing that makes me feel loved. she made me feel like an important person in this life, she made me feel like i was special, she made me feel like i deserved to live when no one understood me, when no one was by my side, she was the only one, my heart started beating fast every time i saw a message from her, i was excited every time she sent me a message, and you know what? every time i get a notification, my heart beats knowing that i didn't see what that notification was, but because i know she's the only one in my life, my whole life was like only studying, i didn't feel the feeling of having friends. she changed my life and she doesn't know that someone's life has changed for the better because of her, she taught me so much things, knew things for the first time, i loved this so much i was feeling everything for the first time, here i had my interests my ideas and i had the passion to live more, i did everything for her because she's my only, and it was sooo beautiful feeling to talk to someone you stay up with and talk nonstop.. 

I have started this new story. This true story that is happening to me right now.
          
          I will do my best to write down everything that has happened so far as quickly as possible.
          
          Please help me

pls read this ! i really need ur help ‼️
          
          something is happening to me right now with a boy. when I think about it, I tell myself that this story is beautiful and extremely sad. write a story about us and showing it to all of you, I think that would be a good idea for me to move forward without sadness. 
          
          In fact, he feels lonely and doesn't really want to live anymore cuz he feels really lonely, but I want him to be happy. He knows that's my goal before he returns to Japan. I really want him to realize how beautiful life is. I often tell him that I'm really happy that he's afraid of death. 
          
          Except now he tells me he wants us to stop talking, because talking to someone on the internet makes him think he has someone, when in reality he is still alone. 
          
          He lives near Paris, 40 minutes from my house, but I can't go there often. We've only seen each other twice. 
          
          Yesterday he told me: "Because I feel like I'm just taking advantage of you so I don't feel lonely."
          
          Even though it's painful to read that, I really want to help him. 
          
          Thank you for reading this far. 
          Please help me.
          

Hi! I really hope you like my story ♥️
          - sorry to bother you - 
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/404571136?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details&wp_uname=DarkNova912

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