So uhh yeah this is hard for me to explain but I will try.
A friend of mine i knew already about 9 year he had last year or two years ago cancer. First the doctors said it was not that much but it turned bigger and bigger and stronger and moved to different spaces in his body. It felt like he had every day a cemo to make it weaker the cancer but it felt like it made it stronger.
After years of doing it he finally won the cancer and has none of it. But after al those cemos his body did not recover good of it. He hardly could walk and everyday when I saw him it was hard on me to see him in pain. When he saw me he called my name and tried to stand every time but then cries en screams "why doesn't it work!" I try to run towards him and say it is okay I am scared for saying that because I knew it would not make him better. After a couple weeks it went bad with him. Two days ago he went to bed like always and did not waik up. He died in his sleep!
I loved that guy so much, he never ever desurved that. But in a way you know I am glad he died with no pain and suffering of it all. And I hope he doesn't have any pain now.
I care in all my hart for him and his family. They are great people and I wish them every single day love and strength. I shall pray for you all and my dear Daan rest in peace.
Thanks Daan for the greatest times of my life.
