epiceleanoree

This is a thank-you note for the readers who were there with me since June 2023, and it’s hard to believe that this book has come to an end. Honestly, I was distracted too much by the ongoing book. Getting disappointed again and again. Sometimes, I am not satisfied with the chapters, the plot, the characters, and even the title of the book. It took so much of me to complete this book and publish it because this book was completed in my draft for a year, and yet, I was not able to publish it because I was not satisfied with it. 
          	
          	If I’m unable to connect with characters, their development, and how would the readers do. I apologize for taking this much time,, but now that this has ended on this auspicious day, as today is my parents’ anniversary, I would like to  thank everyone for sticking with me from sthe tart. It would have been almost impossible for me without you all. 
          	
          	Yashita, the woman she is. She was there for herself through every thick and thin, and I know that it would have been impossible without Avyan because, come on, he is a man of any girl’s dream. They survived every obstacle that came in their way.
          	
          	Their happy ending feels less like a fairytale and more like closure. A closure to all their life problems. I started learning with them and by the time, they became perfect and now leaving everything to live their life without any demons haunting them, I am still learning. 
          	Thankyou for joining me on this beautiful journey of Avyan and Yashita. 
          	
          	My next work, titled, “The Sinful Soul” with Isha and Neil in the lead, will start from the fourth week of May. I want to be available for them without any obstacle as, as much as Yashita and Avyan are close to my heart, Isha and Neil are the dearest.
          	
          	Until then, lots of love and may you find your love and stick to them with every thick and thin.
          	
          	~Aria
          	

epiceleanoree

This is a thank-you note for the readers who were there with me since June 2023, and it’s hard to believe that this book has come to an end. Honestly, I was distracted too much by the ongoing book. Getting disappointed again and again. Sometimes, I am not satisfied with the chapters, the plot, the characters, and even the title of the book. It took so much of me to complete this book and publish it because this book was completed in my draft for a year, and yet, I was not able to publish it because I was not satisfied with it. 
          
          If I’m unable to connect with characters, their development, and how would the readers do. I apologize for taking this much time,, but now that this has ended on this auspicious day, as today is my parents’ anniversary, I would like to  thank everyone for sticking with me from sthe tart. It would have been almost impossible for me without you all. 
          
          Yashita, the woman she is. She was there for herself through every thick and thin, and I know that it would have been impossible without Avyan because, come on, he is a man of any girl’s dream. They survived every obstacle that came in their way.
          
          Their happy ending feels less like a fairytale and more like closure. A closure to all their life problems. I started learning with them and by the time, they became perfect and now leaving everything to live their life without any demons haunting them, I am still learning. 
          Thankyou for joining me on this beautiful journey of Avyan and Yashita. 
          
          My next work, titled, “The Sinful Soul” with Isha and Neil in the lead, will start from the fourth week of May. I want to be available for them without any obstacle as, as much as Yashita and Avyan are close to my heart, Isha and Neil are the dearest.
          
          Until then, lots of love and may you find your love and stick to them with every thick and thin.
          
          ~Aria
          

epiceleanoree

Hello Everyone,
          I don't know how many of you are reading this message. You can ignore it, but I had to say it somewhere. I can't say it on my real social media account, to any of my friends, or any of my family members, but I can say it here because you guys don't know me, and that's why I wouldn't feel pathetic for saying the things that are bothering me. Also, I can delete this message after a while, and maybe then I will feel better.
          
          Well, I am tired. I am tired of being there for everyone and not finding anyone by my side at the end of the day. I am feeling so lonely these days, and still I can't call anyone and say things that keep bothering me the whole day. I have friends, and they are great, but I still feel this void in my heart, and these days, I am feeling like this is a part of my life.   
          
          I am just so done with the temporary people in my life, and so done with being someone temporary in everyone's life. For some reason, I  can never be the priority permanently for like even six straight months. I don't know if I am the one who doesn't deserve anyone, who doesn't deserve the care and love.
          
          Slowly and steadily, I have been losing people around me over the past three years, and now I have started to feel like this is how my life works. People come, they show care and love, and apparently, they leave without any notice period. I mean, give me some notice period so I can cope with it.
          
          Recently, I have discovered something about myself, and by recently, I mean a year ago. So, the thing is that whenever something is bothering I run away. I just ran away for the time being, I do not feel myself again. I just disappear. It's my coping mechanism. I just avoid it for a few hours or days, and then I would be fine again. But the thing is that I am not able to do this too recently.  I have lost the coping mechanism. I don't know what the future holds for me. But I am tired of always learning from the people when they leave. For a time, I want them to stay.
          
          Aria

readingispeacefull

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@epiceleanoree  I can totally understand what you are feeling last year I started my college thinking finally I'll make friends and best friend but in last 1 month I have lost my most important 4 friendship and they don't even care if I exist in their life or not I feel so bad so lonely everyday ki I don't have anyone to talk to not even about random things or share what I've feeling 
            I confronted them about what I felt but still they chose to do that again 
            And one thing I've realised never be in a trio because as everyone says their is a duo in a trio is so fucking true and you'll be the single one who is not the part of that duo
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epiceleanoree

I can't even read my message because then I would feel like I shouldn't have typed all this.
            
            One weird thing is that I've been listening to songs on Spotify for the past two hours. I just randomly started playing one of the 80s songs, and then Spotify started suggesting Radhe Krishna songs and some songs that I didn't know, I needed to hear.
            
            The thing is, I used to listen to these songs, and they used to calm my soul. How tf Spotify knows what I need to listen. I was overthinking a lot about so many things and the moment when the song, "kuchh  baat smjhana sambhav nhi Radhey, samay samjhayega", played, I was like, is it for me or for Radha Rani?
            
            Hopefully, I'll be fine again tomorrow morning. Well, I am already feeling better after typing all this. Hope you all be fine and never get to feel this shitty. 
            
            Love 
            ~Aria
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epiceleanoree

Hello everyone 
          
          Long time no see?
          Well, I'm really sorry for ghosting you all for this long time.
          
          I have one surprise for you all. You must have got the notification of "THE SINFUL SOUL".  If not, then go and check it out. Well, Isha and Neil are closest to my heart and you'll get to know that so soon. It'll be a hell of a rollercoaster ride. The update schedule is mentioned in the Preface.
          
          But don't worry, I'll not put Yashita and Avyan on hold anymore. Five chapters will be updated on every alternative day and it'd take maximum 2 weeks to complete the book.
          Also, there is so much to know about them. 
          
          This time I'll complete the book. Just bear with me for the one last time. Till then take care.
          
          Bye
          ~aria

epiceleanoree

Well, Hello Everyone.
          Aria here,
          
          First of all, Happy Rakshabandhan to you all. Hope you'll enjoy this day like never before unlike me.
          
          There was some glitch and that's why I closed this account but now that the glitch is finally resolved, I'm quite uncertain to write here. 
          
          Well, it's been days since I posted something and the reason behind all of this was my personal life. It was quite suffering but nevermind, I'm here again.
          
          I'm changing my username. Well, now it wouldn't be sabiduriaah. It would be @epiceleanoree
          
          Surprised, huh? Well, I was surprised too but nevermind life is full of surprises and challenges. Well, it's life afterall.
          
          Now that the username and the mail I'd is changed, I'm also changing my book name, "The brown-eyed soul" to "The Lost Crown".
          
          THE PLOT IS A BIT CHANGED. I'LL AGAIN START POSTING THE EDITED DRAFT. Don't worry, I'll complete it within 2 or 3 months.
          
          I've also changed my Instagram I'd. It's @epiceleanoree. Well, please help me to reach where I was.
          
          That's all from my side. I am looking forward to engage with you all like before. Hope you all are not suffering that much in your life. Hope you'll ace it.
          
          Lots of love 
          Thankyou 
          Take care 
          ~Aria

epiceleanoree

Guys,  aaj mera result hai or meri phtt rhi hai. So, agr expected result rha to I'll pakka update back to back for the rest of the June, I promise. 
          
          Or agr nai to......then I also dk ki kya krungi mai. I am sorry for the inconvenience.
          
          Thankyou 
          ~ariaaaaaa

Zoyahere

Its showing that you uploaded chap 50 but its not there like after chap 47 there are no more chap uploaded??
          Its some kind of issue or its with my wattpad?

epiceleanoree

@Zoyahere No, the issue is with me. Wattpad is fine. It was by mistake.
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ShreyaShreeShree

@Zoyahere han nahi aa raha baki chapters kahan hai?? 
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