epicnonsense
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I’m depressed and in a deep slump I didn’t delete my stories, just simply unpublished since the writing is dated to my style now. Probably not much different, but it still doesn’t feel like me anymore. Maybe I’ll republish eventually. Before It’s Too Late isn’t “dead dead” I’M STILL DRAGGING THROUGH COLLEGE Changed majors, feeling better but still not happy. Being in college for this long is so damn depressing CANT BALANCE SHIT IN MY LIFE My hobbies are nonexistent because I feel so damn tired all of the time. Right now I’m jet lagged since I went to Australia for a month, so that’s one current reason. But depression drains you from having any type of fun when you want to. I wish I can just google the answers to feeling like how I did before I suffered a major anxiety attack back in 2017. I was happy, I was confident, still tired but I still put myself out there more. There’s days where I want to just drop it all and run away. I promised myself in honor of the new decade, I’ll be better about taking care of myself and seek more proper help than I’ve been getting. Help myself get the accommodations I need to be more successful in school. I’m just tired.
epicnonsense
@rissygirl144 thanks girl ❤️ slowly just trying to get it together, being sleep deprived didn’t help but my schedule is almost back on track
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