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Would anyone like to see photos from the Enhypen concert I went to? I went to Dallas day 2!

Hey everyone sorry that I haven’t posted in forever! I haven’t been using my phone as much and I had deleted Wattpad for a bit. I’m doing okay I just wanted to take a break from screens and the internet. 
          
          I’m more active on tumblr right now, I’m not posting just using it more. If you need anything feel free to reach me there! My account: 
          @ stream-straykids
          
          But if anyone needs anything I’m always here for you!! <3

miss you twin everything okay? <3

Nothing but me wishing I had a boyfriend to celebrate pride with 

Happy pride month <3
          
          This is my third (?) pride being out to myself!
          I hope everyone can come to a sense of comfort with their identity 
          
          Love y’all!

Mental health update- 
          
          Today I got and up did my summer homework as well as a workout. I didn’t spend as much time on my phone as i have been. It felt nice.
          
          I also started two books today. I had went shopping last week so I picked out two books. I got ‘The First to Die at the End’ and ‘Project Hail Mary’. My father and I are reading the latter so we can go watch the movie together.
          
          Doing better, hope everyone is having a nice week <3 

mental health update -
          
          since I’m off school I haven’t been exercising as much as I should. I used to run almost five miles a week, now it’s dropped to one. I’m trying to be more active buts it’s hard when I have free access to my phone all the time. 
          
          I also haven’t been eating as much I did. Since I’m not exercising so much I don’t need as many calories. But, I still need to eat so I’ve been forcing myself to get up and eat.
          
          I’ve also stopped putting spaces between punctuations. It got very obsessive quickly, so I’m trying to stop it before it becomes a bad habit. 
          
          Meds are going okay. They’ve allowed me to slightly lower my dosage so it’s not completely wrecking my body. 
          
          So far I’m doing a lot better ⋆‧°ּ

doubt anyone was really wondering but I had gone for a mental health break since I’m going back on adderall and sertraline . sertraline increases anxiety for a short period before it starts working . so I decided to go on a break instead of just flat out ghosting all of my socials. I ’ m doing better since that period of time is over , but I’m still not my ‘ usual ‘ self .

 I’m back . doing better , but I’m not going to be as active as I had been . I will not be updating my book for a while , but I will take requests for my info book . 

hi hi . I will be deleting Wattpad for sometime for a mental health break . I will come back , and hopefully will post some chapters !