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Nothing but me wishing I had a boyfriend to celebrate pride with 

Happy pride month <3
          
          This is my third (?) pride being out to myself!
          I hope everyone can come to a sense of comfort with their identity 
          
          Love y’all!

Mental health update- 
          
          Today I got and up did my summer homework as well as a workout. I didn’t spend as much time on my phone as i have been. It felt nice.
          
          I also started two books today. I had went shopping last week so I picked out two books. I got ‘The First to Die at the End’ and ‘Project Hail Mary’. My father and I are reading the latter so we can go watch the movie together.
          
          Doing better, hope everyone is having a nice week <3 

mental health update -
          
          since I’m off school I haven’t been exercising as much as I should. I used to run almost five miles a week, now it’s dropped to one. I’m trying to be more active buts it’s hard when I have free access to my phone all the time. 
          
          I also haven’t been eating as much I did. Since I’m not exercising so much I don’t need as many calories. But, I still need to eat so I’ve been forcing myself to get up and eat.
          
          I’ve also stopped putting spaces between punctuations. It got very obsessive quickly, so I’m trying to stop it before it becomes a bad habit. 
          
          Meds are going okay. They’ve allowed me to slightly lower my dosage so it’s not completely wrecking my body. 
          
          So far I’m doing a lot better ⋆‧°ּ

Today was the last day of school . I honestly 
          don ‘ t know how to feel about it . So many of my friends are moving . And so many are going on their own paths . 
          
          Looking back to the beginning of the year I ‘ ve changed so as a person . I ‘ ve grown , done things I never thought I would do . This school year definitely wasn’t the greatest , but I’ve learned so much about who I am , and who I want to be going forward . 

we had finals today . I think I failed them . I wasn’t able to finish in time so my teacher told me to just guess . But , she told me she was curving it and she would add points for me . 

doubt anyone was really wondering but I had gone for a mental health break since I’m going back on adderall and sertraline . sertraline increases anxiety for a short period before it starts working . so I decided to go on a break instead of just flat out ghosting all of my socials. I ’ m doing better since that period of time is over , but I’m still not my ‘ usual ‘ self .

 I’m back . doing better , but I’m not going to be as active as I had been . I will not be updating my book for a while , but I will take requests for my info book . 

hi hi . I will be deleting Wattpad for sometime for a mental health break . I will come back , and hopefully will post some chapters !

NEVER MIND ITS NOT THE MOST BORING DAY. I GOT  ENHYPEN CONCERT TICKETSSSSSS