Hey it's been a long time. Okay and I'm sorry. But I realized- I couldn't be with you. I know I couldn't, and the reason why was because it was abusive. Whenever I'd seem uninterested you would start crying and saying "I'm suicidal."
I realized how abusive you were. You'd always put me down, making me be someone I wasn't. Everything you don't give me, my new spouse gives me. And I gave him a promise ring last month. I just hope you find someone. And I hope we can be friends. But you traumatized me. Before we started dating, I was confident. After I became an emotional wreck and thought I was nothing. Noah (now trans) helps me with everything that you broke. Including my heart.
Even after this, I hope we can be friends
