Does it hurt you painfully whenever your parents tell you that you are not their child even if its just a joke???? My father keeps on telling me that.... At first, I just left it alone since it was just a joke.... But years went on and he still uses that joke on me and ONLY me, not on my brother, just me.... I'm sick and tired of it.... Ican't wait to graduate and leave my parents' house for good.... Even if that joke doesn't piss me off, I still plan on moving out.... And when I do move out, I won't show my face to them anymore.... Well, maybe except for my mother, I'll visit her anytime I can.... I'll most probably just send them money every 2 weeks....
Recently, I noticed that I've been having dark thoughts like hanging myself or slashing my wrist but no, I won't do any of that.... I love my life and I still have plans for the future.... I will not allow myself to be depressed....