erin7210

I have nobody else to talk to about this so im releasing it here, it goes off track multiple times, so feel free not to read. 
          	
          	I just found out that my mum likes harry...UM EXCUSE ME??? I mean yes, she did come to a one direction concert with me when i was 10, but i assumed she just forgot he existed.
          	But she quite literally has a hs1 cd in her car, and nobody thought to tell me???
          	My life revolves around this man. I don't ever talk about my music or interests to other people because I just feel it's too personal to me, but I had to say it if he's getting brought up in conversation. It was my brother who brought it up cause he's annoyed as it was is always on the radio. I mentioned he has a new album out, and thats when i found out. 
          	No because if she listens to it...i cant even get my head around the fact she's listened to hs1 (arguably my fave album), and now im scared she'll listen to this. I cried to Matilda...she can't listen to that...absolutely not. 
          	She also said she doesn't like looking at him because he's weird, and I could've fallen to the floor. WEIRD? He has had an impact on my growth in being true to myself, which is still a work in progress. Idk what pictures she's seen but I personally love a good majority of them. I can't believe I just revealed to them he's basically my favourite person, it's too personal for me. Next thing I know, they'll find out my sexuality. That I'm not too ready for. I say I'm basically out but just not telling people until it comes up but...I'm scared. I can't take people knowing my interests, these things I truly love and inspire me, and i know in the end people will tease me about it. It happened with one direction when i was young. I just dont like people knowing things about me. After this I'm pretending it never happened and it was a dream. Maybe this was meant for the journal lol, i just have to write this out before i lose my mind. Probably delete it in a bit. Bye.

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@erin7210 I'm also adding. My brother, said he doesn't like harry and that he's kinda ugly. In the year 2022? Come onnnnn. There's no need to lie.
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erin7210

I have nobody else to talk to about this so im releasing it here, it goes off track multiple times, so feel free not to read. 
          
          I just found out that my mum likes harry...UM EXCUSE ME??? I mean yes, she did come to a one direction concert with me when i was 10, but i assumed she just forgot he existed.
          But she quite literally has a hs1 cd in her car, and nobody thought to tell me???
          My life revolves around this man. I don't ever talk about my music or interests to other people because I just feel it's too personal to me, but I had to say it if he's getting brought up in conversation. It was my brother who brought it up cause he's annoyed as it was is always on the radio. I mentioned he has a new album out, and thats when i found out. 
          No because if she listens to it...i cant even get my head around the fact she's listened to hs1 (arguably my fave album), and now im scared she'll listen to this. I cried to Matilda...she can't listen to that...absolutely not. 
          She also said she doesn't like looking at him because he's weird, and I could've fallen to the floor. WEIRD? He has had an impact on my growth in being true to myself, which is still a work in progress. Idk what pictures she's seen but I personally love a good majority of them. I can't believe I just revealed to them he's basically my favourite person, it's too personal for me. Next thing I know, they'll find out my sexuality. That I'm not too ready for. I say I'm basically out but just not telling people until it comes up but...I'm scared. I can't take people knowing my interests, these things I truly love and inspire me, and i know in the end people will tease me about it. It happened with one direction when i was young. I just dont like people knowing things about me. After this I'm pretending it never happened and it was a dream. Maybe this was meant for the journal lol, i just have to write this out before i lose my mind. Probably delete it in a bit. Bye.

erin7210

@erin7210 I'm also adding. My brother, said he doesn't like harry and that he's kinda ugly. In the year 2022? Come onnnnn. There's no need to lie.
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erin7210

Just found out my mum and brother are watching/watched shadow and bone???
          My little booktok brain can't comprehend this.
          
          I mean I'm more of a six of crows fan myself but the fact they know of Kaz, Inej, and Jesper...
          
          I'm a gatekeeper, I'm not liking this at all.
          And they're also a year late.

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*duplicity spoilers i guess*
          not really necessary to the plot but
          
          do you know what's fucked?
          
          that in 5 days on the 27th, it would be exactly a year since we got the update where the whole "you're a good person" quote came from.
          
          mad how time works.

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DID JESSE AND DEVON SERIOUSLY BREAK UP????
          
          I need answers. I am absolutely destroyed right now. They made me believe in love.
          
          What the fuck am I supposed to live for now?
          I beg it can't be true, please.
          Why am I only hearing this shit now?
          NOBODY THOUGHT TO FUCKING TELL ME???
          
          I just saw a tiktok about it and there's kinda a lot of things on twitter but i don't want to believe it fully because the internet does lie but this is not funny, is this a drill? please be a drill.

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