erisyndrome

Hello. 
          	
          	I am here. I realized it's been almost 3 years since I left Wattpad. Yes, I left. My situation before was too much it pushed me to just forget everything because writing had became suffocating too. It used to be my outlet but I became a bit of a perfectionist that whatever I was writing didn't make me feel satisfied anymore. It was hard, to let go of something you're so passionate of. I was probably a coward for running away but everything was too dark for me to see reasons. Though it broke me, I realized I would always love writing. I wanted to just f*** it and write, who cares if it's bad? I do. That's why I couldn't just write whatever. 
          	
          	So after almost 3 years, I want to try again. I have been trying for a while now. I also realized that all I have written and published were a bit inappropriate and... unacceptable. Especially TSP, it's why I wanted to change it so much. I actually tried to just delete everything and make a new account to start again but then I didn't like it. 
          	
          	Let me start again. My writing has changed I guess? I might also write different themes. This is a fresh start for me so I might change my username again. I'm  kinda unstable. I wanted to forget whatever the f*** I wrote before but it was my mistake so I'll do better. 
          	
          	I apologize. I'll update TSP and TEE one of these days. The goal is to finish them. I hope you're still here.
          	
          	Happy New Year! 
          	- RI

erisyndrome

Hello. 
          
          I am here. I realized it's been almost 3 years since I left Wattpad. Yes, I left. My situation before was too much it pushed me to just forget everything because writing had became suffocating too. It used to be my outlet but I became a bit of a perfectionist that whatever I was writing didn't make me feel satisfied anymore. It was hard, to let go of something you're so passionate of. I was probably a coward for running away but everything was too dark for me to see reasons. Though it broke me, I realized I would always love writing. I wanted to just f*** it and write, who cares if it's bad? I do. That's why I couldn't just write whatever. 
          
          So after almost 3 years, I want to try again. I have been trying for a while now. I also realized that all I have written and published were a bit inappropriate and... unacceptable. Especially TSP, it's why I wanted to change it so much. I actually tried to just delete everything and make a new account to start again but then I didn't like it. 
          
          Let me start again. My writing has changed I guess? I might also write different themes. This is a fresh start for me so I might change my username again. I'm  kinda unstable. I wanted to forget whatever the f*** I wrote before but it was my mistake so I'll do better. 
          
          I apologize. I'll update TSP and TEE one of these days. The goal is to finish them. I hope you're still here.
          
          Happy New Year! 
          - RI

erisyndrome

For those who are waiting for my updates, I am sorry. I'm sorry for always disappearing. I am in my last semester in college and I've been busy struggling just to get through this. Maybe I'll update here after I'm done with my last task (which is next week btw. I just hope I won't redo).
          
          Again, I'm sorry.

erisyndrome

@Babaeng_gasul thank you :))
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Babaeng_gasul

@everree hey you don't need to be sorry :) college is hard and what matters here talaga is yung future mo that's why concentrate po kayo sa pag-aaral but always remember to take care of your health and 'wag kalimutan bigyan ng peace ang iyong mind. that's all! come back anytime pag maayos kana and yung responsibilities mo po :) be brave!
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erisyndrome

Okay, I'm just gonna put "The Enemy's Embrace" on-hold. The reason why I couldn't update TEE was because I lost my notes and it discouraged me. So I have to reread and remember the plot, the names and everything.
          
          I'll continue writing the rest.