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hi...i'm embarrassed with myself because i'm coming on here MONTHS later to give you more excuses. so, as you may know, or may not, i don't ship grethan anymore. like...at all. i've been moving on with my life and finding more ships and stuff like that. i said before that i would finish  "I Howl For You" and then i'd leave. but that's not going to happen. i lost all my love for writing because i've been stuck on it. i'm leaving what i have for IHFY on here, but i'm finishing it on my other account @kinkyclare . i'm going to wait a bit before i post a goodbye because i want it to mean something because grethan meant something to me. and YOU guys mean something to me. so, i'll see you later :)

the twins were together in a PAST life. maybe not in this one, but definitely together in a past one. according to @starseedps on instagram, who did a test on the twins through their time of birth and where the sun and moon were on the day they were born, that they were in fact, in a relationship in a past life. 
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          today's video brought some light to people and only proved to me more that my time in here is coming to an end. i've already made my decision. as you all know, already. so from here on out, i'll continue to write and finish "I Howl For You" and make sure that i'm leaving with my head high and that i'm proud of what i've accomplished on this account. not only did i find who i am, but i found a passion i never thought i'd love as much as i do!
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          have a wonderful day/afternoon/night my lovelies! reply back to this for more information or something. i love you all❤️

because "I Howl For You" is my last book on here, if you didn't already know, i'm making it very intricate and have a lot of things i wouldn't normally do with my books. of course, it will have my signature writing style and whatever i do that is different than other writers. but, if you haven't already, please go check it out. i'm putting a lot of thought and time into it, and i've never asked people to read my shit before. if i have prior to this, rail me in the comments under this. anyway, thank you so much for sticking around and for those who are reading it. i love each and everyone of you so very much <3

fuck, i know you guys just want me gone, already. okay, i get it. but, to let you all know, i have just posted the first chapter to my new NON- GRETHAN *BDSM* book on my new account @kinkyclare  that's my new account where i will be posting all of my books that are not fan fanfiction. follow, read, share, i don't care. thank you, goodbye.

HAPPY PRIDE PRETTIES! ❤️

so, i have some good and some bad news. the bad news first because let's just get this shit out of the way, after i complete "I Howl For You" i will be leaving the fandom. i know that seems as a shocker to you all, but it's been coming for a little bit. the twins have always been my rock, but right now the rock is sinking to the bottom of the ocean. and not only is my love for them plummeting, but my inspiration to write about them as well. good news; my passion is writing, always have, always will be. i have already created another account on here just for my own writing. i have actually been writing the start of a book that i'll post when i post all of "I Howl For You" or maybe sooner. i'm not sure. but right now, the only thing i'm focusing on is "I Howl For You" of course i might find the inspiration for a one-shot once in awhile, but i don't know what the future holds for me. the twins will always hold a place in my heart, and of course i'll watch their videos, listen to their podcast, like their instagram photos, and keep up with them on snapchat and twitter. but grethan is slowly dying, i know it, you know it.  i don't want to believe it because let me tell you, i'm the hardest grethan stan out there. and there will be more after i'm gone, and of course i'll come on here and say hi, but for right now focusing on one thing is the best thing i can do. i love you all, and i'll keep you updated on my progress with "I Howl For You" i have ideas for it, and i don't know how long it's going to take to execute, but be ready. again, i love you to whoever is reading this <3

i promise you, that once i write and edit this chapter, i will post the PROLOGUE to my NEW book! i'm planning on posting 5 chapters in a few days, so, get ready ;)

I JUST POSTED THE EPILOGUE- fuck, i'm so nervous but excited. it's literally just smut, so i don't know why i'm freaking out haha.but please, GO READ IT IF YOU WANT!

so i just posted chapters 9-12 for "The Shadows Within Us". i'll be posting the final chapter- the epilogue- tomorrow. for those who have read the book and have been waiting so kindly me for me to get my ass in gear and finish it- thank you♥️