messeslily

just watched perayaan mati rasa, but i felt every feelings that i dont want to feel

treat me however you want, but i wont confess unless you are the one who did it first.

i want whatever i smoke when i wrote some of that.

tulis dua poem and publish draft lama tu puas tau..sebab reminiscing past tu best walaupun cringe. 

i don't like you that much you know? just liking the idea of someone likes me.

i hope i never immortalized you in words, cause you're still alive, and yet you keep haunts me everyday in my life.

tiada siapa akan mengambil alih tempat kamu.
          kamu itu, tak tergantikan. bahkan dengan dia yang hampir serupa, seperti kamu versi kedua.

kamu berteriak terlalu keras anak muda.
          dunia tak akan menyanggupi mu dengan amarah sepanas itu.

aku lebih baik menangis tentang cinta, dari tentang keluarga.

aku sudah lupa caranya menangis dengan kuat, tuhan.