messeslily

BROOOO IM SO TOUCH DEPRIVED HELPSKSKJSKSSKSKKS

hi to my nonexistent audience..soooooo i just finished my diploma year YEAYYYYYYY... it's ended less than a month ago actually (3weeks&1day ago) but yeah i just want to express that it's fortunate that IM FUCKING SURVIVED IT ALL MUAHAHAHHA HIDUP LAGI NI HAA

just watched perayaan mati rasa, but i felt every feelings that i dont want to feel

treat me however you want, but i wont confess unless you are the one who did it first.

i want whatever i smoke when i wrote some of that.

tulis dua poem and publish draft lama tu puas tau..sebab reminiscing past tu best walaupun cringe. 

i don't like you that much you know? just liking the idea of someone likes me.

i hope i never immortalized you in words, cause you're still alive, and yet you keep haunts me everyday in my life.

tiada siapa akan mengambil alih tempat kamu.
          kamu itu, tak tergantikan. bahkan dengan dia yang hampir serupa, seperti kamu versi kedua.

kamu berteriak terlalu keras anak muda.
          dunia tak akan menyanggupi mu dengan amarah sepanas itu.