I'm so sick of this. I'm so sick of having you in my head. Why? Why have you been in my head these last two years? Why do I catch myself thinking about you when you stod up on that stage singing good riddance. What is this emotions that keeps you fresh in my mind when all other people just fly around you are still there. I still can see you with the dress you wore and I can still remember some of our convensations? Why? I have been thinking about it and I think that you are in my mind because of mt feeling to you. I think my mind tries to tell me not just to have you in my head but in my world. But how would that work. Then it's the question. Who am I? I'm Eric and this is my godbye to you. Unless you would for some reason want me to be with you. but please don't just read this. Just answer this post cold, sincere and without any hesitation. I prefer a stone cold no insteed of silence. Please don't have me waiting for too long for it's torture to be waiting but I guess it fair. For once you have the power and I'm powerless. Next week I will be gone to Germany and will be back the 28/9 then I will check this if nothing is written I will take it as a no.
What ever you say please can we just meet just once I need to say goodbye of just talk
Godbye
Your old classmate Eric/Byggis
(also please don't tell anyone about this)
