@SebasxAlois (Side note: I’m actually getting ready to post next chapter of Ambiguous very soon.)
Now, I don’t mean any of the following or bellow to sound rude, but I do feel a little insulted. These fics are my take on canon. Please don’t accuse me of ignoring it/the characters for the sake of writing Suzaku-abuse-fantasies – I dislike those types of stories – because you don’t like what I’ve written or because it doesn’t follow what others write. I do adore Lelouch, he’s my favorite character. I see him as a tragic, complicated and -flawed- person, and I try to write him as realistically as I can through -his- perspective, but that doesn’t mean I’m torturing Suzaku just to be cruel or want him to be miserable. I see Suzaku as a sad character with baggage not a bubbly personality. The fics you’ve commented on aren’t even one-sided in angst, Lelouch is also suffering. I don’t like the double standard that it’s ok to have Lelouch suffer but not Suzaku. If you don’t like Lelouch (this pairing or how I write them) then I guess you won’t like my stories and that’s just the end of it. (If you want to see Lelouch abused, you won't find it here.) I try to stay true to canon and the characters’ perspectives I write for, even if some fics take darker turns – CG isn’t always pleasant, itself.