[ j a m ] (hiatus)

*IF YOU STILL REMEMBER ME, PLEASE TAKE TIME TO READ THIS* 
          
          test test, does this thing work? 
          
          long time no talk, guys. i didn't realize how long it has been until i logged on here.
          
          so, what happened to escapism? life to be honest. cliche but true. i've been exploring new things since getting into a new college, struggling with myself and what i actually want to do in the future once i graduate, and lots of things in between. 
          
          with that being said, i just haven't been interested in writing fan fiction in a while. especially when i read my OLD stuff, i cringe every time because
          
          1. IT'S SO BAD. thank you for those who still gave it love. those grammar and punctuation errors, the plotlines to the fanfic and so forth. man...to you guys, it must be good cause there's a lot of reads but to me, it's just....so long ago. i still can't believe that was me that wrote it because i managed to do all of that.
          
          2. my style honestly kind of changed. what do i mean by that? well, fun fact about me is that i wrote the 5sos fanfic when i was in high school and was going through my first ever break-up. trying to find ways to cope and find a distraction, i wrote the "It's Something" series (or at least the 5sos fanfics). that being said, i'm no longer in high school and i grew up a little so i'm not the same writer that i used to be in high school and i don't see any reason why to go back and finish what i started in high school when i was going through a heartbreak and so forth. plus, to be honest, i had SO much time in high school. now i'm just like, where is the time? heh. 
          
          there's my explanation and it probably didn't make any sense but i hope you guys got the idea of it. 
          
          i'm sorry to let you, the readers, down about the It's Something series. it was fun while it lasted but i'm in a different part of my life and i want to continue on. i hope you all understand. 
          
          with that being said, if you still wish to follow me as a writer, follow my new account! @jamwritings

I love your book covers so much :)))

@escapism_ aw sad to see you wont be updating soon but I understand your stories are probably some of my favorite can't wait until you come back and finish your masterpieces lol 

hello everyone! long time no talk..heh..let me break this down..
          
          people might be wondering, am i still continuing my "it's something" series?
          
          yes! i am NOT ending that. 
          
          but here's the thing. 
          
          shame on me for saying this but lately, i haven't actually caught up with 5sos, thus losing my connection with them. 
          
          DON'T GET ME WRONG. i still have interest in them but it's not as strong like it used to me so writing my series will be quite difficult & maybe off cause i don't know how the guys are now! plus...i haven't exactly listened fully to their new album, causing me not to know what song will describe the relationship between the couples like i did with luke & lani, & calum & jenna. 
          
          if you guys want to message me what songs will suit the the two other couples best from the new 5sos album then feel free to ^^ 
          
          another thing, i am still in college & i transferred to a new one so i'm trying to again, transition myself to it. 
          
          saying that, i am on a hiatus. i am not gone, but i will be off of wattpad for a very a long time. 
          
          i love you guys, thank you for understanding!!
          
          till then, see you guys soon~
          
          love & rockets, jam.

hey just wanna tell you that I like your something series very very very much. I'm reading the reading third time now I'm so in love this series

I just wanna say that I love your stories and you should update your 'fairy tale' cause its by far my fav out of all your stories

If anyone is wondering where I disappeared to...it's college...I started college last week, and the rest of my summer consisted of me spending as much possible time with my friends while it still lasted. So yeeeah~ 
          
          Sorry about the inconvenience~ 
          
          I'm still gonna write, don't worry. 
          
          Till then, love you~ 

5sos live is amazing.
          
          Them live is no joke.
          
          My throat hurts from screaming, and yelling out lyrics to all the songs.
          
          And Luke's eyes are much bluer in person and absolutely beautiful <3 
          
          Ok, that's all I gotta say, bye. 

I put my face back on my profile just in case anyone doesn't know what I look like xD lol, okay, I'm gonna cry in the corner now cause 
          
          IM FINALLY WATCHING 5SOS LIVE. 
          
          YAAAAS.
          

YO. 
          
          TODAY IS THE 5SOS CONCERT AT CONCORD PAVILION. 
          
          IF YOU'RE A FOLLOWER OF MINE, COME SAY HI TO ME XD 
          
          
          YOU GUYS GET TO MEET THE REAL LIFE JENNA AND SUCH. 
          
          LETS BE FRIENDS. 
          
          OK. BYE.