esgaroths

hi everyone!
          	
          	i know its been a while and i owe the people reading my jedi fallen order fic an explanation as to why there hasn't been an update.
          	
          	firstly, i've had a lot going on in my personal life recently that has made me super anxious and has been really difficult to deal with. i am doing better and im just hoping that things will get better soon.
          	
          	secondly, my writers block has been so bad and i've figured out why. i'm just not happy with some parts of repairing beyond ambition and its making me lack motivation to write because i see the bits im not happy with and it really frustrates me because im such a perfectionist and i know im a better writer than what some of the chapters i have posted show. i have come up with a plan though, im going to put this to the back of my mind for now and finish the story and once it is complete im going to do an edit and go back to those chapters and fix them the best i can. they won't be massively different or change the story too much but it will fix it.
          	
          	i also thought i would say that these past two months haven't been totally wasted. i have been writing but not for repairing beyond ambition - i've been working on AUs for a while surrounding Altheeda, Cal and the rest of the Mantis crew and since there's going to be Jedi Fallen Order 2 i already have plans and tiny sections written out for that too! i will definitely share the Aus when i'm ready too - some of them are a bit of fun and some of them are related to the story!
          	
          	thats everything i wanted to say - i will update as soon as i can with the next chapter for repairing beyond ambition - its half written so progress is being made i promise! thanks for reading all of this :D

esgaroths

hi everyone!
          
          i know its been a while and i owe the people reading my jedi fallen order fic an explanation as to why there hasn't been an update.
          
          firstly, i've had a lot going on in my personal life recently that has made me super anxious and has been really difficult to deal with. i am doing better and im just hoping that things will get better soon.
          
          secondly, my writers block has been so bad and i've figured out why. i'm just not happy with some parts of repairing beyond ambition and its making me lack motivation to write because i see the bits im not happy with and it really frustrates me because im such a perfectionist and i know im a better writer than what some of the chapters i have posted show. i have come up with a plan though, im going to put this to the back of my mind for now and finish the story and once it is complete im going to do an edit and go back to those chapters and fix them the best i can. they won't be massively different or change the story too much but it will fix it.
          
          i also thought i would say that these past two months haven't been totally wasted. i have been writing but not for repairing beyond ambition - i've been working on AUs for a while surrounding Altheeda, Cal and the rest of the Mantis crew and since there's going to be Jedi Fallen Order 2 i already have plans and tiny sections written out for that too! i will definitely share the Aus when i'm ready too - some of them are a bit of fun and some of them are related to the story!
          
          thats everything i wanted to say - i will update as soon as i can with the next chapter for repairing beyond ambition - its half written so progress is being made i promise! thanks for reading all of this :D

esgaroths

wooooo i finally updated my star wars fanfic with two chapters! definitely read these chapters for a great surprise ;) - they're also one of the longest chapters i've written for this fanfic they're both just over 2000 words so i hope that amount of content makes up for the long waiting time for an update! let me know what you think :D

esgaroths

my life always seems to kick off when i say im ready to write/post more chapters lol - sorry for my lack of updates once again - this time i've been focusing on changing jobs and i've just managed to successfully do that - luckily i have a bit of time before i start so im using it to write and post the two chapters i promised you all - please be patient for just a little longer :D

esgaroths

apologies for a longer wait for an update for my star wars fanfic! there's a good reason for it - i'm wanting to post two chapters at the same time so that means i'm writing extra - it will be worth the wait i promise!

esgaroths

@beccap1457 thank you so much! im so happy that you're enjoying it :D i will definitely try and get these new chapters up as soon as i can :)
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esgaroths

a new chapter of my star wars fanfic is up !!!!! as always let me know what you all think as your thoughts mean the world to me :D it's also a longer chapter than usual so i hope you all like the extra bit of content :D i hope to do another update soon <3

esgaroths

hi everyone! firstly a huge thank you to making my star wars fic number one again in the jedi fallen order tag thats amazing and im so appreciative of you all <3 i just wanted to update you all on the progress of the next chapter, it's coming along - its my birthday tomorrow so i won't have much opportunity to write then and the weekend but i will try not leave you all waiting for too long and get back to writing as soon as i can - i want it all to be perfect :D thank you all so much once again for showing so much support to the story <3

esgaroths

happy valentines day! i posted another chapter for repairing beyond ambition! its love related, kinda - it has the word love in it but considering what's happened you can take that however you like xD hope you enjoy reading it! the next chapter is mostly written already so expect another update very soon :D