essence_raine

hi, everyone :)) it's been sooooo long since i've last updated my most recent story. the threats have stopped and i've moved out of my apartment ever since i reported the stalking. i want you guys to know that i'm happy where i am. i would also like to take this opportunity to say thank you to every one of you for making me feel seen and loved, and for the endless support— i'm so content that i found that in you and in this community :))
          	
          	as for my writing, i want you guys to take note that like manon— i'm on a hiatus :))
          	none of us know the exact truth to the girls' situation and to me, i feel like if i continue writing stories about them— it'll be put to shame because of the ongoing feud.
          	
          	also, my hiatus is marked by my passion, my passion for helping people. what i mean by that is i've graduated from med school and am now a certified doctor sooo thank you Lord for making it happen for me. i hope that it goes the same for all of you, for you to also have the motivation and drive to pursue your goals and passion in life and be reminded that it doesn't matter how the journey ends but rather the moments in between that journey— they will shape who you are and continue shaping who you are. 
          	
          	i'm going to post myself later on one of my stories to make proof and reel it back in for me to process the fact that omg i'm actually a doctor (SO MUCH FOR THE RIPE AGE OF 22).
          	
          	

ManonsChild

@essence_raine good job girl that is so amazing for you. I hope you go on to have a amazing career
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maxtheman6

Just now realized you’re the one who wrote the stories I spent months crying over. I love you
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maxtheman6

WOOOOOAAAAAHHHHHHH. Your a baddie. Keep going girl
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essence_raine

hi, everyone :)) it's been sooooo long since i've last updated my most recent story. the threats have stopped and i've moved out of my apartment ever since i reported the stalking. i want you guys to know that i'm happy where i am. i would also like to take this opportunity to say thank you to every one of you for making me feel seen and loved, and for the endless support— i'm so content that i found that in you and in this community :))
          
          as for my writing, i want you guys to take note that like manon— i'm on a hiatus :))
          none of us know the exact truth to the girls' situation and to me, i feel like if i continue writing stories about them— it'll be put to shame because of the ongoing feud.
          
          also, my hiatus is marked by my passion, my passion for helping people. what i mean by that is i've graduated from med school and am now a certified doctor sooo thank you Lord for making it happen for me. i hope that it goes the same for all of you, for you to also have the motivation and drive to pursue your goals and passion in life and be reminded that it doesn't matter how the journey ends but rather the moments in between that journey— they will shape who you are and continue shaping who you are. 
          
          i'm going to post myself later on one of my stories to make proof and reel it back in for me to process the fact that omg i'm actually a doctor (SO MUCH FOR THE RIPE AGE OF 22).
          
          

ManonsChild

@essence_raine good job girl that is so amazing for you. I hope you go on to have a amazing career
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maxtheman6

Just now realized you’re the one who wrote the stories I spent months crying over. I love you
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maxtheman6

WOOOOOAAAAAHHHHHHH. Your a baddie. Keep going girl
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essence_raine

i think it's pretty obvious that i will be taking a hiatus considering the fact that i've not updated for a month already. i simply cannot take the ongoing hate and death threats that have been flooding my inbox and email. i'm genuinely afraid because i feel like somebody is following me around my neighborhood and i feel like it's still the same person.
          
          if only i'd known that writing such stories would cost me my whole comfort and safety— i wouldn't have written a word.

AndreaPjr

@essence_raine wow that's a lot
            I hope it gets better author
            Take all the time you need to recover
            I hope your stalker is found sooner before it gets too late
            But I highly suggest you talk to someone trusted about it 
            Stay safe
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essence_raine

okay, i've officially blocked a user on this app since i found out that they're the same person who's been sending me death threats in discord. 
          
          PEOPLE— oh my goodness, please. do not test me. i am exhausted 24/7 like i have a 6:30 AM to 4:30 PM class and i have to work at the hospital since my course requires it ಥ⁠_⁠ಥ my shift starts at exactly 6:00 PM and ends at 3:00 AM— count how many hours i work and most of all, count how many hours of sleep i get.
          
          anyways, i love you guys so much. thank you for supporting my work. i'll update as soon as i can. stay woke guyss >33

dreamingofsaturn7

@essence_raine im so sorry girl, you don’t deserve that
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tweeterburd

omg im so sorry that happened to you i hope ur okay take care and take all the time you need  
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Ratatata-ohmegan

omfg that's terrifying hope ur good, look after urself and update whenever u feel like it,  we love ur stories 
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essence_raine

hi!! i celebrated christmas and new year's eve with my family and when i thought i could finally write/update— i was hit with a 5-day hospital duty (18 hours each) which turned me from "regular nursing student," into "walking vital signs machine with eyebags." i was fueled only by 4 hours of sleep each night and soggy sandwiches. 
          
          so you guys can just imagine why i've been so quiet ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ
          i'm so sorry guyss— i literally tried to admit myself as my own patient at the damn hospital (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)

danisjr

ohhh, well take your time!! hope you make it out okay and safely
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Naikogirl

@essence_raine sorry that you have to go through that , hope that things go smoothly for you  and  will be excited for you return 
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tweeterburd

take your time queen!!! dont forget your health is the priority !
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Naikogirl

Hi, love your new story falling for covers, need more parts please 

Naikogirl

@Naikogirl oh no, I wasn't trying to push or rush the author in any way, sorry if it came of that way 
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dreamingofsaturn7

@Naikogirl Make sure to always be respectful of authors and let them take their time, just a reminder ;)
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essence_raine

okay, i keep getting these really mean threats and messages on discord and idk if it's from the same person— and they're demanding that i update "Prescription: Trouble," faster. again, i am all about giving you guys the content that you deserve but please— and i mean please— at least try to be patient. 
          
          writing takes time and i'm still not done with school guysss. i fr need that medical degreeeee and i'm not kidding. i love writing but i also love my education. please take into consideration that as a student, it's only but natural that i become busy and be late on updates ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ
          so please please please, don't be mean. your words hurt and they're such a turn off.

Lamisabdelhai

@essence_raine your so good at writing so don't listen to the others even though you don't update fast but also you are one of the writers that I know 
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eclipsony

i’m late to seeing this but damn like ew, thats so strange thats someones writing that tho
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Dani_ela06

@essence_raine the fact that you acc post pretty frequently and people still being freaks is crazy... take as long time as you need and ignore whatever they are sending you
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essence_raine

hi everyone :) i might update at midnight since i'm in class. it's been a really busy week and i'm trying to balance school work along with writing. and for those who've been really mean about rushing updates— count your days.

7728492i

@essence_raine take your time author!!  your writing is always amazing no matter how much time you need
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Iluvvv_katseye

OH HN CANCEL THEIR ASSES take your time loveee don’t feel rushed ppl can suck sometimes but i love the effort you put into the book!!! 
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eclipsony

HELP WHY IS THE COVER MANON AS NINGNING

eclipsony

@essence_raine no, lmao  i just wrote ay as like “ayy” like cheering its fine dw
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essence_raine

@annabelxwle6 wait i thought you were filipino because of your comment, "ay" 
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