essickr

i realize no one is going to respond to that lol, i just needed to get it off my chest

i know it's over, and it never really began,  but in my heart it was so real.
          i started a relationship while knowing about your reputation, i just ignored it and trusted that you wouldn't break my heart like you broke all of the other girls'. you made me promise that i wouldn't leave you and i agreed. you kept telling how much you cared about me and how beautiful i was. i felt WANTED for once in my life. i didn't know that i would be the one ending things, i always thought it'd be you, bc i wasn't enough or something. i didn't want to break up with you, i felt awful about it too, i promised i wouldn't leave you. we didn't speak for weeks, i didn't leave my house. people were texting me left and right saying that you made out with another girl several different times. when i come back to school, i find out that you're telling people we were never dating and that i was making it all up. when i confronted you about the cheating, you denied everything, and continued telling me how much you still cared about me. when i confronted you about the stuff you were saying, you said, "yes i'm telling people you were making up everything bc i didn't want people to know that it was you that ended things." i forgave you, i really did. you hug me everyday, and i don't want that to stop bc i still want to feel wanted and loved. i'm afraid i'll never feel the way you made me feel. i don't regret things but sometimes i wish i would've walked away at the start and left things at hello.

body shaming is NOT okay
          just putting that out there

omggg, my wp is finally working bahahahah.
          anyways, here's my first post that no one cares about
          what's your zodiac sign?

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